hmm im like now 60% usp and 40% not for usp. i forgot to ask my sis for her opinions when she came back today. cos i was in a bad mood trying to do a stupid tutorial which i bet i'll get all the qns wrong for anyway, and cos i was slp deprived, and also cos i knocked my knee against my drawer which was like so painful :(

and actually, i just wasnt in the greatest mood ever today. more things happened and im beginning to doubt if what im trying to do is putting me in more misery..? will i end up being taken for granted??? will it all work out in the end? will this little sacrifice be worth it? (tho to me this sacrifice isnt very little >.<) sigh. its been such a sad, sad weekend. sad in a different kind of way from the i-didnt-get-into-medicine sad. i guess this time, it was the 'little girl' side of me (i know this side of me seems so foreign and doubtful to most of my friends, but it does exist ok!) who felt sad, and needs to be assured...

ahwell. why so depressing everytime. argh........

anw, to make my blog more interesting... here are some pictures. been dabbling with the dSLR again, cos i havent had a chance to bring it out.

the latest additions to my belongings :)






sorry but i cant help but brag abt my wonderful fung cd. haha. many many things to satisfy fans for the album itself.. while the songs were of cos gd (the cd was in my player so i din capture it here). havent watched the dvd tho.





my beautiful $38 new headphones which i bought aft i lost mine and aft i cldnt stand the original ipod ones anymore. but for $38, the quality was only so-so :(





my beautiful girly birks! :D