I PASSED MY EG1108 TEST!!!! OMG!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D
i expected to get like 5/40 k. i got 26/40. omg. maybe i have hidden talent in this module which i dont understand half of.

YAY its my most satisfactory midterm result so far!!!!

YAYYYYY

oh and today my driving instructor said my driving is good so double yay!!! i enjoy driving so much hahaha.

and had engin sub comm bbq....

was trying to convince rice thing WILL be ok...

was emo ): oh mr bear where art thou :( come home soon!!!!!!

if anyone has gone to dhpby ghaut mrt recently, you would have noticed this:





:D:D

hahahaha. okay i was just v excited tt his face is plastered on the 3 pillars. see, everyone can see him and noe who he is! :D and he looks gd on the posters. and im going back again one day to get a better picture. this one is too grainy -.- and if i garner enough courage, i'll take a picture with the pillar!

haha.

anw, tvb stars seem to be making their way to singapore tv. recently saw myolie wu and linda chung ads on tv (where's my fung's!! stupid nugen* no money to buy some air time) speaking their canto-chinese. hehh.

enought of that.

happy birthday rice! (: hope your birthday still turns out fine in the end! (:

and i cant believe i spent like 1h at pageone today. bookstore's one of my favourite places to hangout. esp pageone cos its big and no one can see you browsing thru all the books. hoho.

oh and i met joli toh at ssdc today! how unexpected heh. and driving is fun i havent lost my touch! and i got a gd instructor today who taught me qt alot of things. so yay!

planned to spend deepavali doing some mugging but ended up shopping with my parents! something ive not done in such a long long time.

went to levi's and bought a pair of jeans! :) with the $50 old jeans trade in thing. love the jeans! but will be keeping it till CNY hoho. dont nid to buy new clothes already.

went to OG too -.- and went ps after that. damn tired.

but i cldnt sleep last night!! which was so disturbing cos my heart was beating v fast (and i didnt drink coffee or what) and my breathing was weird so i had no choice but to on the aircon (trying to get used to sleeping without the aircon so as to save on electricity bills). which kinda made me suspect it was some kinda asthma attack (TOUCHWOOD) but ohwell tink i'll be able to sleep better tonight...

oh taiwan is so near yet so far :(

1 random afternoon
2 pigs
3 chawanmushis
4 mochis
5 o'clock
....
30 plates.

sakae sushi!! :D:D

im still so full though i concluded my dinner at abt 6.30pm >.<

pigs :P






but... emo sad goodbye :( tmr.. leaving on a jet plane....

its been a week since i blogged!

actually nth much has been happening in my life. only that taiwan day is coming :'( its like 3 weeks... sigh. and the worst thing is the week after 3 weeks is my exams week. SIGH. :(

also, i got into engin camp comm for nxt yr! hahah. hopefully its sth i can find some fulfilment in... some self worth (oh! i havent heard from usp HAHA).. fill up my time in school.. try to have fun.. yup. sigh zzz.

im feeling so slack! but heres a few things i wna do while hongyi is away for 3 wks:
- study
- emo
- learn some guitar theory
- cook!
- do some sewing? o.O
- go out with friends
- erm....

thats about all (:

oh and i have an intersting story today where a stranger came to talk to me on the train and it turns out we're schoolmates but i've never seen HIM before omg so traumatic. :(

had a hot date with rice today! keeping each other company while the other halves are away. haha. and it was a pretty good night out! :) tho we havent talked to each other for damn long (:

a few things i got to know about:
- all guys are so.. not bright
- sushi tei is actually qt gd
- we all go thru this sucky stage :( but i guess, luckily we have each other!
- waiting (might be) a form of happiness (?)
- friday is coming!!! :D:D
- my english sucks now (nid to speak more english!!!!)

havent had such fun in a while (:

i passed my FTT!! :D apparently my dad was qt surprised that i passed. tsk!! i got mug ok. if onli i got so much motivation to mug for school. haha.

anw, ive decided to just go for the interview for usp! dno if i'll get in.. but i guess in the meantime i do wna find out more :) so congrats to me i finally made a decision.

then ive also decided to join the orientation committee for nxt yr! so happening right. its like council all over again! hope i can find some nice memories there.. make some new friends.. and spice up my really boring life now.

and i dont have driving lessons till 30oct alr! so sad. hope i dont lose my touch.

meanwhile. im brainstorming!

hmm im like now 60% usp and 40% not for usp. i forgot to ask my sis for her opinions when she came back today. cos i was in a bad mood trying to do a stupid tutorial which i bet i'll get all the qns wrong for anyway, and cos i was slp deprived, and also cos i knocked my knee against my drawer which was like so painful :(

and actually, i just wasnt in the greatest mood ever today. more things happened and im beginning to doubt if what im trying to do is putting me in more misery..? will i end up being taken for granted??? will it all work out in the end? will this little sacrifice be worth it? (tho to me this sacrifice isnt very little >.<) sigh. its been such a sad, sad weekend. sad in a different kind of way from the i-didnt-get-into-medicine sad. i guess this time, it was the 'little girl' side of me (i know this side of me seems so foreign and doubtful to most of my friends, but it does exist ok!) who felt sad, and needs to be assured...

ahwell. why so depressing everytime. argh........

anw, to make my blog more interesting... here are some pictures. been dabbling with the dSLR again, cos i havent had a chance to bring it out.

the latest additions to my belongings :)






sorry but i cant help but brag abt my wonderful fung cd. haha. many many things to satisfy fans for the album itself.. while the songs were of cos gd (the cd was in my player so i din capture it here). havent watched the dvd tho.





my beautiful $38 new headphones which i bought aft i lost mine and aft i cldnt stand the original ipod ones anymore. but for $38, the quality was only so-so :(





my beautiful girly birks! :D


ah should i go for usp? i have a week to decide... dunno whether to make my timetable more packed, or to continue leading the unmotivatd school life i am leading now. it isnt too bad. not many students have time to take driving lessons twice a wk during wkdays. haha. anw, usp seems kinda too intellectual for me. and im nt good at writing. ah well. but i figured it'll be a way to make time pass more quickly, and perhaps more purposefully... and i suppose it could value add my resume since my resume now is like.... nothing. but its so selfish if i just join for the sake of that. and as i said im so unmotivated now.. dont really feel like getting stressed abt school work.. but then again i dont feel like im studying now so it might be a good way to get me into schooling mood again. argh but if i take usp it means i prob cant take a second major/minor..

oh i dont know.. i nid to find out more. sigh. school is so sian.


ohohoh. but anw, on a bright side, i finally finally bought my birkis! (: high class slippers to wear to school! yay! dun nid to wear stinky shoes anymore! :D and i got it at HALF PRICE! woohoo!

oh and contrary to my long-held principle of not getting girly birkis... i ended up getting a flowery one still :P

its been a nice day!

when saying sorry is really, really impt.

anw, had a random bbq at daphy's hse today! with whats left of snr + daphy. it was good actually to see these friends again. reminds me of the happy days in jc :) and actually i thought i'll feel weird going there cos ive been rather messed up and quiet and all, and they were all guys so...

but it turned out fun and nice :) so nice to catch up with these people, laugh at them, laugh with them, listen to army stories, tell uni stories, play with happy the retriever, bbq nice chicken wings, drink lotsa alcohol.. :)) yay i love being ard these people :)

so i dont know why but i actually feel like uploading photos immediately now :) (a sharp contrast fr the usually lazy-to-upload-photos me) so go check out facebook!

and 2 interesting things cx and kc told me:

1. "photographers are people who take themselves out of the picture" -cx
cos i told him i was taking up photography, and he just told me this which was sth i nv thought abt. and its actually so true! think it says sth abt my character?? (so emo! anti social!) ah but i like photography cos i can capture memories of my friends and all :) and i was once part of the picture! just that im nt inside heh. but well at least when i look at the picture i rmb what happened :)

2. "i love him but i dont like him all the time" -olivia (kc's gf)
sth to think abt :)

oh and i tried to get drunk to try hw it feels like.. and probably to try to drown my sorrows but it didnt work. i drank a bit of bailey's and vodka-redbull and rum and whiskey and tequila and all but it din work >.< which is a gd thing i guess. haha. actually i drank qt abit of the vodka and bailey's. i like bailey's!

oh and genesis is the happiest uni person i've seen ard! haha gd for her :)

tireddddd.

ytd was an interesting day which set me thinking abt my whole uni thing all over again.

well firstly, i noe i did damn badly for my mid term tests (which were finally over ytd). which is expected but saddening nonetheless. not that i didnt try. maybe just not hard enough.

i sense that im so different from the me back in all my schooling years before this. i've lost my goal in life. and so i really have no motivation to do anything related to studying now. i think im becoming someone who's really too lax about school stuff. its like how im taking only 4 modules now and im nt concerned at all. and how i cant study at all though i want to, how im doing so badly for the tests AND am nt that concerned abt it.

and its just like how, i dread going to school, i cant be bothered to turn up on time for lectures, i look forward to going home everyday, i look forward to weekends and holidays, i dont have the mood to do tutorials......

sigh i've changed. school is no longer my priority. so whats my priority now???

wow i do sound like i really hate school. haha.

oh and had a nice chat with the few friends i have in uni ytd over dinner. which made me so annoyed about the uni admission thing again. well, specifically medicine. firstly, it makes all the difference if you have networking and links with THE PEOPLE inside (as with friend A who in the end decided nt to go for medicine cos he thot he did too badly :/), and 2nd-ly, the people there really, really dont care if you have 1 million times more interest and passion than the ppl they take in (cos friend B tried applying for a 2nd time in the 2nd year and din even get an interview).

haha, who knows i'll meet my gui4 ren2 someday before next may.

sigh.