ah havent blogged in a while. lets see.

i went back to stnicks to return papers.. and bumped into siyun and sylvia! which was pretty nice cos i just kinda like talking to siyun :) ironically, i din think we even talked that much back in sec school. hm. but it was a nice day, aft which i rushed to hc to get my cert and made it just in time!

then.. theres this nus engineering tea session tmr.. which i dun reli feel like going cos theres gna be a whole lot of ppl (i dont know) and im gna be qt lost and lonely. sigh. but guess i have to go cos there are impt stuff?? argh.

and the reality of school starting, and me settling for (a lonely) 2nd choice is sinking in.. not looking forward to it at all.

and as i look back on the mths that have passed in 2008, i dont know if i did things i would regret. like, did i not try hard enough for my interview?? i had alot of thots but din perform on the day it mattered. and shld i have tried harder for a scholarship? cos i just sorta believe i can achieve more. did i make the wrong choice by choosing sth practical over sth i like (i.e. engineering over science)? could i have spent my time better?

argh it just seems like a very very bad year. in total contrast to 2007. hopefully, the nxt few mths can compensate for this horrible year.

my bro has a recommendation for tuition p5. shld i go? dont really wna commit and its especially tiring cos im starting school soon. but it cld be sth meaningful.. and sth to take my mind away from the unhappiness in school?

argh. i dont know.

and i guess i SHOULD go tmr. sigh.