i havent blogged in ages!

cos nth has been happening in my life. boring. my routine is a wake up-newspapers-drama serial-read-eat boring kinda boring.

but starting nxt monday there might be sth exciting (or freaky!)!

im gna teach sec2/3 CHINESE at stnicks! woooo! HAHA. i had a dream one day abt being stuck in a steaming sauna classroom and was dying and i woke up feeling freaked out. in fact, i am feeling qt freaked out! there are many reasons for this:
1. my chinese is lousy
2. i hope my students are nice (because stereotypically, no one pays attn during chinese lesson, whats more when its conducted by a relief teacher who's only max 5 yrs older than them) and i never liked chinese in sec sch. in fact i thought and still think o level chinese is nth more than meaningless rote learning.
3. seeing my ex-teachers will be WEIRD
4. how do i teach chinese?!?!?!?!?! i need practise speaking chinese!
5. i dont know that they learn now..
6. i have to get to know colleagues. again :(

but of cos there is the one bright spark of being able to indulge in my favourite ORANGE BOWL NOODLES EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

in fact that might be the only bright spark.

okay there are other stuff like good pay.

oh! and the fact that im finally doing sth meaningful this holidays :)