hellooo.. im officially a relief teacher tmr :) it feels qt scary tho cos i have lots of things to do alr. and i found out i also need to teach chinese lit. omg! hahaa. time to read their notes so i know what to preach and how to read those difficult words. haha.

mm. ohyea! thanks to the many people who have been with me so far :) im trying to move on. i have to and tho im nt exactly back to the happy me, i'll survive i hope :) din know ppl read my blog heh heh. so thank you annabel and guotong, who tagged on my board! thank you yixi, who replied my email in such a funny way, thank you rice for we havent talked in ages, thank u megawati who talked to me loads abt what i can do, jolly who let me teach, thank you jessica who i'll pester in nus!, and so many many many many more. especially my family who see me cry so often during the :( period and try to cheer me up, and support me whatever i do, and the bun who listens to me cry and whine cos i hav no one else to cry and whine to :)

oh my dad told me sth which kinda hit the nail on the head and mayb woke me up.. he asked why i kept crying when i've been a strong and independent girl all along.. im strong enough to make this tough decision on uni, and im independent enough to survive alone overseas.

ah, but strong ppl are nt that strong inside. i bet i'll be super homesick if i go overseas.

but i guess thats worth it :)

but i cant do anything abt it now :(

and teaching is so stressful :( i just mugged chinese (i.e. read their worksheets, dictionaried the words i dno how to explain, etc) for abt 3 hrs -.-

wii gives me muscle ache! :) :( mario gokart is fun hahaha.