i meant to blog about this on tuesday but i didnt have the time to. and i dont feel that good today. sigh.

well firstly im feeling moody for no reason, im sick, the weather's horrible, and its a PH and im at home :(

then liverpool lost to chelsea. WHY DID HE TAKE TORRES OFF? why why why??? it was so heartbreaking to see gerrard, torres looking so helpless. but well.. i have to say the scene of lampard tributing his goal to his late mum was really touching.

sigh.



alright i shall talk about the feel good stuff then.

i went for my interview with the psychologist on tuesday. it made me feel good. she (the psychologist) told me what she observed about me that i didn't even know about. i learnt more about myself in those 3hours, and i was qt surprised that she seemed impressed that i'm "very mature for someone your (my) age" (i am???). she pointed out alot of stuff about myself e.g. i think alot. [but then again thinking so much might not be good (cue emo me)] and she was just this very nice person who made me feel comfortable speaking abt such stuff.

oh she asked me whats the biggest change i've had these 2 years.

i dont think anyone would know it, but it's being alot less introverted (tho i still noticeably am). i never really noticed this change. and now that i've realised it, i really want to thank all the friends who've shared stuff with me, encouraged me to speak up, and who've listened to me. you guys have brought about this positive change in me (:

at the end of the interview, i felt happy.

and to rice: another feel good thing was knowing that im not alone in this world. haha. theres still someone to lean on for support even in the face of this rather serious problem we're both facing. sigh.

and im finally unemployed! i seriously need this break. and i was damn happy on my last day. but actually at the end of the day when i said bye to everyone, i did have this tinge of sadness :( i really love my colleagues and i've been really lucky to have been with them, cos i hear bad stories abt their colleagues from my friends. our HR dept is small and close-knit, and i was quite glad that some of them were more than colleagues; they were like my friends :)

im quite sure i'll go back to visit them soon, and have my favourite curry chicken/prawn noodles at tiong bahru market during lunchtime with them (: and show them what i did with the book voucher they gave me :D




talking about feel-good stuff makes me happy, but im still moody SIGH :(