sigh sometimes i want to change things, but i just don't have the ability to. and it sucks :(

for example, i really feel so sorry for the cyclone victims. not because no one is helping them, but because some higher authority has to be stubborn and unreasonable, and busy themselves with things like a referendum (which really, is inconsequential anyway) instead of saving the people dead, homeless, and dying from things like cholera and malaria. it disgusts me ugh.

and after a bad bad night last night, i've made it a personal resolution to control my emotions and argue with people (or at least express how freaking pissed i am) without breaking down in tears.

sigh. what a long, long week this is becoming.

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hm just saw this on the net:

Love is that condition in which
The happiness of another person
Is essential to your own.

- Robert A. Heinlein, Stranger in a Strange Land

no idea who's robert a. heinlein, but how true.