i know whats wrong.

yet i keep going back.

ive come up with a conclusion from a psychological point of view (my own) for my recent.. i dont event know how to put it in words. just recent.. complexities. in how i feel. so i know whats wrong. it sounds logical. yet i seem to be unable to pull myself away from it all.

sigh.

i bought a book on tuesday. time traveller's wife. i was largely mystified for the first 2 chapters but its pretty interesting actually.

and i watched spiderwick on tuesday too! i think its too disturbing for children actually. but its one of the few movies which entertained me from beginning to end :) pity it was kinda short..

and i have a caas assesment thingy on saturday. i am so ill-prepared. and it takes up like 6h and wth i nid to go back to stnicks for the fun fair! :( im expecting it to be filled with people who try too hard to be outstanding, cos theres a groupwork section. tts gaowei man. but they are often the ppl who get it so....

argh.

i wanna be a doctor so, so badly :(