i am proud to say i woke up at 6am today and went for an enriching walk at the botanic gardens :D it was so early and i think my headache's caused by this waking up at an unearthly hour.

but it was a nice walk! really :) and actually, there are qt alot of things to see there. nice flowers, calm lake, birds (rather, pigeons -.-), many many dogs, and many many kids :D the angmoh kids are super cute especially! haha. took lotsa photos, and just listened to the sound of nature. its really nice. and when i see young parents bringing their kids there, im qt comforted to know that tho ppl are so busy nowadays (both parents working!) they still make an effort to make sunday a family day and bring their kids out :) i hope to do the same next time :)

and i just realised that im such a total singapore landform idiot. cos i have always thought for all my life, that the rockhill that can be seen from bkt gombak mrt is bkt timah hill!!!!!! when its actually little guilin. ohgosh so embarrassing -.-

speaking of embarrassing. my interview wasnt tt bad! hoho. the interview was v chitchat and relaxed. the food was good. the group work funny. but i totally screwed my self intro! for some reason (the rm was cold!) i was shaking while i was speaking (tho i swear i wasnt nervous!!!!!!) and like wth i tried to stop the shaking but i cldnt -.-

haha. so ive decided tt i shall go for more interviews so tt when the ones that really matter come along, i'll make it count. oosh!

i know whats wrong.

yet i keep going back.

ive come up with a conclusion from a psychological point of view (my own) for my recent.. i dont event know how to put it in words. just recent.. complexities. in how i feel. so i know whats wrong. it sounds logical. yet i seem to be unable to pull myself away from it all.

sigh.

i bought a book on tuesday. time traveller's wife. i was largely mystified for the first 2 chapters but its pretty interesting actually.

and i watched spiderwick on tuesday too! i think its too disturbing for children actually. but its one of the few movies which entertained me from beginning to end :) pity it was kinda short..

and i have a caas assesment thingy on saturday. i am so ill-prepared. and it takes up like 6h and wth i nid to go back to stnicks for the fun fair! :( im expecting it to be filled with people who try too hard to be outstanding, cos theres a groupwork section. tts gaowei man. but they are often the ppl who get it so....

argh.

i wanna be a doctor so, so badly :(

ohno my phone is going mad and im feeling very sian today :(

and javier mascherano is freaking stupid.

:(

omgomgomg!!! my 1week leave has been approved!!! (huge surprise!) and apparently im gna get higher pay once april comes!!! :D

im super happy now even my mundane job seems interesting :D

john mayer makes me happy too!

im in the office again! its been quite a week.. but its finally friday and im really glad :) and i get to meet my passed out friends from army today so yay! and i have to hand in all my applications soon sigh..

i watched juno ytd! it was good!! tho the english was abit hard to catch cos ellen page had a thick accent. otherwise she acted really well and jennifer garner is pretty. haha. its a meaningful show... :) which was sad and happy. juno asked her dad, if 2 ppl in love can ever be happy together forever.. hmmm. well things that u go thru in life definitely make you grow up.

like me! i think ive been a relatively stronger person lately.. cos to be able to help someone thru tough times you have to be strong. im learning, tho it hasnt been easy. but whatever it is, all tat i go thru is worth it. definitely.

and rice i miss you!

that was random. sigh april is coming and before we know it august will come (might nt make sense to my readers out there hehh). uni life, uni life...

i havent blogged in ages!

so, hello!

im in my office now and its 8.53am (ohno i just slacked like 20 min away -.-)

hmm the highlights since my last post is basically the a level results! (and all that accompanied it..)

hm i was shaking in disbelief aft i received my results :) but of cos its good news! tho to me its only the first step.. ahhh :(

anw, the whole experience was made even better thanks to 3 things! my family (happier than i am), learning how to be there for someone and to be patient in all things (it was really a v valuable experience.. which might go a long way :) ), and of cos, my wonderful friends in particular the crazy elephant who was happier than me and was so happy for me :) i feel so blessed :))

yupp. so this chapter of my life is over.. time for a new chapter to be started.. and i hope it can only get better! not only for me bt for everyone :)