today was my first day at work!

ahh i miss school. i really miss school. I MISS SCHOOL! :(((

well temp clerk is qt a brainless job i wld say. but okay la still bearable on my first day. (so far) and i did get a desk, computer and nice colleagues. crazy colleagues in fact. but then again, i really dread the process of getting to know people. bleh. so i just listen to their conversations (rather entertaining!) ohno im gna die in uni la. sigh.

and i realised i dont quite want to work in an office!

which means.

after much consideration (aft my attachment at ncc), i still want to be a doctor. even if it means less time with family and friends. cos ultimately its still my passion and dream lah. i believe that circumstances can force people to do things they are usually nt capable of. so, i WILL make an effort (if i do become a doctor) to keep my life as it is now, and even with more things in it.

oh the consideration came cos the doctors i met while on attachment (nice people!!) kept telling me to think carefully if i really want it. then aft learning abt their life as a doctor, it does sound quite tough and in some cases it might be of rather irregular working hours that it does nt really allow u to have a life elsewhere (elsewhere as in spending with friends and family).

ah, and the golden question of "why do you want to be a doctor?" requires more thought.

hmm.