the clock ticks.

5.00pm liwei is still stuck checking files!!
5.10pm AHHHH abit late liao must open mail!
5.25pm liwei finishes distributing the mail to whoever it is in the office (record speed)
5.28pm liwei has packed up.
5.30pm liwei says BYEBYE! and exits the cubicle kingdom...

haha so this was how my last day of work this wk ended. i totally punctually left at 5.30pm hehe. and i was feeling qt happy in the morning that the work week is finally finally gna end...

until i felt qt sad on my way to the mrt station cos i realised that even if i left early, i actually dont reli have anything to look forward to.. just another day, another journey in the sardine tube (mrt).. not like i was going out or going anywhere with anyone :(

which made me upset.. so i talked to rice (who was gna have an exciting after-work day! and who made me feel better and talked some sense into me haha).. then i entertained myself with winning eleven.. until i got thrashed 4-2 which made me feel even worse..

bleh. all that together with being really tired despite holding a sedentary job made me feel.. upset.. or maybe not so bad but the work week just didnt end off with a bang as i hoped to.

ohwells.

but the bright spark in the day was having lunch at Carousel, this buffet restaurant at royal plaza (opp far east). boss' treat! hoho. and i stuffed myself silly. then i tink i got sugar poisoning (the dessert was really pretty u noe i couldnt resist trying everything..) which felt like hw i feel when i drink coffee. and nt to mention the drowsiness, the additional kilos put on..

ohwell i tink i shall sleep early, and let tmr be a good day... it better be cos the 2 days of wkend are so precious when u have to work.

and i have to spend 1 day of my precious wkend, condemned at hm to spring clean! :O

i realised im leading everyday very aimlessly.

especially at work (which further affirms my desire not to work in an office). i find myself doing quite meaningless stuff, like filing. i date the employee files everyday! it sucks -.- as in theres no aim in what im doing now. everyday i go to work, listen to what they ask me to do, then i just do it almost robot like. im not contributing to any cause in any way! ahhh!!!! and my favourite task so far is actually sorting out the mail and stamping "received [date] HR dept" on them. hahaha.

i wonder how they actually stay in HR, cos everyday u get like 34554866 leave forms to process, 685679868 calls, 3563 resumes and 456896748574635 other random documents.

not sth i wna do in the future!


yes so im gna pray real hard when the day comes...

working is tiring :(

and everyday i find myself reaching hm at like 7pm, have dinner, then i find that i dont really having enough time for other things i wna do/need to do :(

and everyday i hear my colleagues complain in some way about work, and i am so grateful im just a temp staff and im going back to school in er 7months.

and wailumn asked me whether i wanted this sph job! photography! ohmy thats like damn fun :( but i cant goooooo. ahhh.

tmr's thursday. i cant wait for the weekends to come!!!

today was my first day at work!

ahh i miss school. i really miss school. I MISS SCHOOL! :(((

well temp clerk is qt a brainless job i wld say. but okay la still bearable on my first day. (so far) and i did get a desk, computer and nice colleagues. crazy colleagues in fact. but then again, i really dread the process of getting to know people. bleh. so i just listen to their conversations (rather entertaining!) ohno im gna die in uni la. sigh.

and i realised i dont quite want to work in an office!

which means.

after much consideration (aft my attachment at ncc), i still want to be a doctor. even if it means less time with family and friends. cos ultimately its still my passion and dream lah. i believe that circumstances can force people to do things they are usually nt capable of. so, i WILL make an effort (if i do become a doctor) to keep my life as it is now, and even with more things in it.

oh the consideration came cos the doctors i met while on attachment (nice people!!) kept telling me to think carefully if i really want it. then aft learning abt their life as a doctor, it does sound quite tough and in some cases it might be of rather irregular working hours that it does nt really allow u to have a life elsewhere (elsewhere as in spending with friends and family).

ah, and the golden question of "why do you want to be a doctor?" requires more thought.

hmm.

im starting work in 9 hours!!! :(((((

booooo. work = not free on weekdays = alot of things u cant do = perpetually tired = give up beauty sleep!

bleh.

but to keep a positive attitude, all i hope for is for the people (colleagues, they call it) to be nice, i have a desk and computer, and i earn decent money! and i get long cny holiday. haha.

goodnight! :)

ohmy im tired :(

otherwise, heres some cute stuff!











hello! and so im the proud owner of this nametag for this wk :D started my attachment alr its day 2 today. i had to drag myself up from bed today so i cld reach sgh by 730 today. torture torture. otherwise its a rather uninteresting day today actually. may tmr be better! :D

and as i will be working in outram park too, i checked out some nice stuff there! 1. i found out the soon kueh sold beside the cd shop i frequent is good, and the chili sauce is even better. 2. i found a shop (song and song) which is sth like factory outlet. so i got a pair of old navy shorts for 10bucks! :D hoho. n my sis bot me 2 pairs of shorts fr bangkok. yay! wont run out of things to wear now :)

alright sth interesting.

"How To Spot a Doctor in 6 Easy Steps"
1. walks at twice your speed
2. doesn't wear the white coat
3. ability to wake up at unearthly hours
4. carries a ballpoint pen around
5. hangs a stethoscope ard his/her neck(duh!)
6. knows how to speak at least 3 languages/dialects (e.g. english mandarin hokkien malay)

sth i observed from the 2 days i was in sgh/ncc :)

yay i love the beach :)

my mum just made me wash my face with a basin of water which she used to wash rice. she said according to "them" (i.e. her fellow aunties) it makes ur face smoother.

as a science student im extremely skeptical of that. -.-

but nvm it removes the placebo effect. hoho. so if it works then that'll be nice.

anw, i got the job at nhc! hoho. congrats to me. tho my aunt recommended a job at astar which has better pay. ahhhh! mayb i'll go there aft my job a nhc ends 31st march :D according to mrs tan who we saw ytd its gd trying different kinds of jobs! :D

ohyea went back to school ytd to see the grandjuniors. i dunno anyone and im nt tt interested actually. haha. played basketball! :DDD miss it so much (that i missed alot of shots)

then went to see the tchers who were all v happy to see us! (i thought they would find us irritating disturbing them when they're doing work) yay!

i realised i have so much more to remember from hwachong compared to stnicks, from the tchers to lessons to people to myself. hm. but i still love stnicks nonetheless! :)

ohyea advertisement!

st nicks fiesta!
when: 29 march 2008, sat
where: sngs
bring: money, people, fun! :D

i went for the first job interview of my life today! at first i was qt freaked out tt i din reli dare to go to the office but in the end cos i had to wait for alot of random things my fear went away -.- the interview itself wasnt scary, partly cos it wasnt like in front of a panel (who cares abt a temp staff??!) and cos the qns were qt standard.

and wearing office clothes make me feel so old.

aft much consideration, i decided that being a relief tcher will be better paying actually. but shld i get the admin job i tink i'll just go for it! i nid money.. then switch jobs aft some time lo.

and my attachment has been brought forward! ahh. now thats scary..

meeting grandjuniors tmr! oh i feel so old.

yay! :)

i finally found sth meaningful to do for the holidays cos i just managed to get an attachment :D

but i still nid a job cos im broke :( SIGH.

oh going back to school was quite fun! felt so old. missed the ytf. miss seeing all my friends. miss school. miss hotstuff(s). but we were sitting ard doing nth la so tt part was boring. went settler's cafe and it was fun :)

yay!

and i cldnt resist :)




this is cool!

yay i got a decent blogskin up! :) i spent like 1 hr doing the stupid tagboard colour -.- ohwells worth it!

yay going back to school on friday :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

i tink 2007 was special for me and its probably one of my best years in my life so far, so.. may 2008 be even better! :D




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ah i wanted to change my blog template so i tried switching to xml and sadly i dno how to use it so i tink i have to abandon my plan and change it to sth else tmr :(