a's are finally finally over!

i dont feel as excited as i thought i would be, but heck, i can slack all i want now without feeling guilty. but of cos there will come a day when i totally have nothing to do and life feels aimless..

anw i fell asleep doing the bio paper today cos i couldnt sleep last night and i think i slept at like 130. sigh. so im gna compensate for all that lost sleep by waking up later! and tmr! i shall pack my room :D and start watching my shows..

oh and i managed to restring my guitar just now! qt proud of myself cos er i was like anyhowing :D

anyway.

sigh today wasnt really such a happy day actually :( i feel lousy. and as i go thru more things in life, i really come to learn that im somewhat naive towards some stuff. mayb not naive, i just choose to believe in idealistic stuff and yea, today i realised i was (actually, am) quite stupid to believe in fairytale endings (like enchanted haha).

arghhhhh. i have to wake up, i have to change. for the better. fast.

but is it really impossible?!



actually, perhaps the worst thing about me is that im not proactive. i know whats wrong but somehow i just cannot manage to do sth abt a problem. and this sucks! so i suck!

argh.