argh.. i hate prom shopping.. i brought my mum to the dress i liked today and she didnt approve of it :( even though i really liked it. (maybe in retrospect it does make me look like a 28year old.....) so nw i have to settle for another dress, fast! not to mention find a shawl, clutch, accessories, get my contacts...

actually i found a dress already la. candidate no.2 so if im nt going out tmr.. i'll most prob get it! so fast prom is in like 4 days :S the onli part im looking forward to is taking pictures :D

this is so stressful that somehow, i couldnt sleep last night -.- ARGH!!

okay nvm. ohno! i just got reminded by myself to check out hotels! argh!!! its difficult to get a hotel room too! dfhnbjhtnsfnghklfngb.

time to get busy!

:)

i realised spending ur whole day watching tv/shows on ur comp is qt tiring too. hehh.

anw, i went to hmv to check out fung's cd and they dont have it :( judging frm the woman's response when i asked her abt the cd (she actually knew who he is!) i think qt alot of ppl asked abt it. i wld have to wait 1 month! and there's no guarantee that hmv will bring it in.

should i order online?? hmmmmmm. there's free delivery charges :O i think i cant resist the temptation anymore! :D time to borrow my brother's credit card.. heh heh.

speaking of which my bro got me a psp :O like, ohmy it was qt shocking. haha. but yay! i'll have better travelling entertainment now :D so im a happy kid!

oh stardust is quite nice! :D

a's are finally finally over!

i dont feel as excited as i thought i would be, but heck, i can slack all i want now without feeling guilty. but of cos there will come a day when i totally have nothing to do and life feels aimless..

anw i fell asleep doing the bio paper today cos i couldnt sleep last night and i think i slept at like 130. sigh. so im gna compensate for all that lost sleep by waking up later! and tmr! i shall pack my room :D and start watching my shows..

oh and i managed to restring my guitar just now! qt proud of myself cos er i was like anyhowing :D

anyway.

sigh today wasnt really such a happy day actually :( i feel lousy. and as i go thru more things in life, i really come to learn that im somewhat naive towards some stuff. mayb not naive, i just choose to believe in idealistic stuff and yea, today i realised i was (actually, am) quite stupid to believe in fairytale endings (like enchanted haha).

arghhhhh. i have to wake up, i have to change. for the better. fast.

but is it really impossible?!



actually, perhaps the worst thing about me is that im not proactive. i know whats wrong but somehow i just cannot manage to do sth abt a problem. and this sucks! so i suck!

argh.

today was one of those days where i really couldnt mug..

in a bad mood, annoyed mood, and my tiredness is really getting to me. it's horrible, irritating n i'll really go to a doctor after my exams if it doesnt get better. its either my contacts or specs or me. ugh.

hello, pms.

anw somehow i think im very weird today.

lost interest in bio.
started writing some chinese story.
miss doing stats.

argh crappy.

i shld go and sleep earlier so tmr will be a better day. but i wun be able to get up early tmr, not with my state of health. arghhh. so i have to finish what im doing first. sigh.

oh my brother came back from australia today and he got me a nike shirt! which is nice i must say. yay :)

oh and fung got an award at the tvb ceremony. hardly surprising, cos its almost like they created this new award for him in some way. i dunno lah. ive always believed such results are fixed. it might not be i dunno, but its nt a bad thing he got an award AND his cd is coming out soon :)

back to my bad mood.

hello!

econs is finally over. i was thinking its to some extent inhumane to make us write continuously (and quickly) for 3h straight. i was dying halfway cos my arm really hurt but i couldnt afford to stop writing :/

okay that was just some random thoughts.

econs is not sth i'll miss like math! haha.

okay enough abt econs. erm. there's just bio paper 3 and the paper 1 for the 3 sciences left! yay! :) actually time really passes v fast. haii.

so, what next?

seriously i dunno :/ except for my london trip and some grand plans to pack my room, itemize my vcd collection, visit the dentist, visit my dermatologist, look for a prom dress (ARGH), watch vcds, maybe revamp my wardrobe.. there's nothing much! i think effectively by er january? i'll be quite free. that would be the time to work! ohyay.

school doesnt start again till july/august. wah. thats a long way to go..

okay nvm a's hasnt even ended.

time for house! :D

ohno.

i feel quite sad that math is over :( ive come to like math in jc (esp stats!!!) and now i think i'm never gna do math in my life again! oh my beloved GC. :(

ohwells.

was looking through my entry proof today and im like, 7 papers down 7 more to go! :D really fast and soon i'll become a couch potato, go shopping, prepare for prom, go uk (watch fulham vs newcastle!!)..

but i tink i'll feel quite sad there's no more mugging tho >.< as much as i dont like it life would be quite aimless without it! ahhh.

okay im crazy.

i'll have intensive econs mugging over this 5day break! must do well so i can face mrs tan. eeks helpp. :/

to add on to that, i still think facebook is quite lame :/

sleepy me gna watch more tv and keep myself updated regarding the world :)