okay i realised my previous post was emo so i deleted it :)

anw, today was one of my busiest days at home. i turned into a part time xian qi liang my and went to wash the clothes, cook my own (YUMMY) meal, cut apples for my brother and i, hang the clothes and fold the clothes :D actually i had to to all these so i dont get nagged by mum when she comes home from china next week :)

another week :(

time really passes so fast and i can feel my energy drained out. though this week wasnt that busy except for math, where i had to kill many neurons to do series and sequences (which i wouldnt have bothered to do if i didnt realise that i could do some). and we got back most of the results and i think i did okay :)

oh! AND I PASSED ECONS! :D i couldnt believe my marks! i was so touched by my marks haha. and so relieved. at least it has given me back some of the confidence i lost in econs. so i shall strive onwards for econs during the a's. and whichever grade i get in the end, im really so grateful for having such a wonderful econs teacher :) after all, it took me 1.5years to graduate from her School of Remedials :)

i have 4 papers to finish this weekend! bring it on! :D

ohmy.

its onli one day after prelims and im totally bored already :( so much so that i only did these 6 things the whole day:

1. watch tv
2. online
3. read newspapers
4. eat (alot)
5. file my notes
6. play guitar

thats not the worst part. the worst parts are, i ran out of hkdramas/vcds to watch, im suffering from indigestion now, and my fingers are raw and painful from playing too much guitar :( AND i cant believe it, but i actually feel like doing math.

ahhhhh. loserrrr.

and there's like nothing to do online im just finding some way of passing time so i decided to post some pictures :)


i looked at the tons of notes and cldnt help but feel proud of these 2 years of hard work :)


im sorry i cldnt resist the temptation of showing off my autographed posters hehe.


my postcards too

other random pictures!

colourful maf


snr! stupid guys haha.


oh this is the gao xiao way of carrying the shoulder bag :D i have to emphasize that the bag isnt mine (the only pink object i have ard is my wallet) anw its damn funny to see someone carry a bag this way :D

suddenly felt as if throughout this whole jc life there hasnt been a proper, long break. it feels as if studying in jc means taking a deep underwater dive.. only coming up to the surface to take some breaths intermittently.

prelims like FINALLY ended today. im so through with it already it's the sianest exam ive ever had these 2 years. it certainly doesnt feel as though im free to slack already though.. with the a's coming in slightly more than 1 month :S but well gna take a good breather these few days. hopefully next monday onwards i'll be v upbeat to mug. after all, i really do want to achieve my childhood dream :) okay i shall aim to finish whatever questions i can lay my hands on :D after all doing questions is more bearable than reading the boring notes!

i exercised today! :D though i almost fainted due to the heat/dehydration, it felt good. but i wish i had a chance to play basketball :( then we went settler's cafe and spent like 4h playing board games at a really good rate of $6.60 :D it was fun!

there's class outing at ms tee's house on sat! :D and i think we're going to ecp too. time to blade!!

my eyes are half closed now cos they are very dry. bleh

i shall go and watch 1 episode of csi. nickstokes is cute! :D

ahh last paper tmr.. im dying.. seriously ive lost (almost) all my steam and i really dont feel like mugging anymore. well luckily tmr's chem paper 1.. 1 hr.. 40 qns.. shading.. it'll soon be over..

and i can go and exercise ohyeah! and take a good rest before everything starts again.. sian lah. :(

ive decided to go and rent the huowuhuangsha vcd :D someday soon cos watching dramas on tv is so slow.. and it's killing me cos i wna know the ending of this very nice show :) alright i know i shldnt be slacking but dun care lah just these few days..

off to play with my guitar! :D

i just found out today there really is something known as caffeine poisoning! basically young bodies cannot take too much caffeine and when theres too much in the body, we'll be dehydrated, feel giddy and may vomit (explains my giddy spells aft coffee/tea!) it shows im nt abnormal.. in fact my body responds normally to caffeine :D (though it still doesnt explain my breathlessness these few weeks)

well anyway, prelims are half gone! :D it'll end next thursday! then i can get down to some exercise and shopping and try to mug! actually everything passes so fast. come and go. no time for other stuff.. :( ahh but the road ahead is long and this is just part of life!

TMR IS MAF! :D im excited! :)) it seems just like ytd that we were having a really bad preparation period for maf where nothing worked hehh. now we're attending out juniors' maf! their dry run was really pretty so im looking forward to tmr!

i nid sleep. exam makes me ugly looking :(

to all girls out there, here's what you should do if u live on the 2nd floor of a hdb flat and one day when you reach your void deck, u see a suspicious looking man sitting at the stairs leading to your house, and there's no one at home to fetch you up:

hold a penknife (or any other sharp object) in your pocket.

:D

haha anw that's what i did. but luckily the man wasnt there when i got back from buying dinner alr. phew. of cos, if there's someone at home just get your dad or bro to come down and fetch you. and of cos, if u have to take the lift, avoid taking it with some suspicious looking man too :D

ahh i think im starting to feel kinda stressed, with prelims starting tmr. cos i hardly spoke today. but maybe it's pms.. -.-

and sigh, i just found out fung was in singaopre leh. i didnt know at all!! arghs. but i guess even if i knew i wldnt have to time to go see him

depressing

alright have to go mug econs now.. what an opportunity cost :(

okay life hasnt been much save for a few things:

1. liverpool beat derby 6-0! :D and cutie torres and alonso scored 2 goals each :) its a joy watching this kinda match cos its entertaining. haha. and voronin looks like robbie savage!

2. mugging..

3. econs consultation today! :D its quite entertaining really. cos we were quite stressed/scared to talk to her. haha. there were 3 very classical moments:

yixi staggers in half an hr late, and went to grab a chair from the staff rm. apparently the chair was faulty and she cldnt get it to go down despite trying for 5 mins and we all laughed at her bimboticism :D

xiaohui asked her some qn and yokehong said aloud (though she didnt mean to) "jiang shen me?" apparently mrs tan heard it and asked xiaohui to explain to yh and she got quite stressed hahaha

we asked abt the bank multiplier/liquidity ratio thing and she told us the "grandfather story" (analogy). she got to a part where she said "lets say you get $50 and you spent it on a pair of more inferior nike shoes, probably made in china (cos her previous example was a $90 pair of nike shoes)..." somehow, instinctively, i said "but all nike shoes are made in china!" it was quite funny at that moment lah.

econs consultation was quite useful! i hope i can do better for econs and stop getting S :(

its wednesday alr ahhh! -panicpanic- gna slp soon! :)