i just realised i havent been blogging since 6may o.O that's like 2 weeks.

anw, the 33rd has stepped down. :( i'm officially CCA-less (again!) and im really very free now. maybe i can (for once in a very long time) go home when the sun's still up. which isnt really something i look forward to. let's just say i already have some kinda post-council withdrawal symptoms..

the past 3 days though have been very good days and i feel as if ive been living in a very long dream. partly because i havent had enough sleep (i.e. ard 4 hrs per night) so i feel kinda blur when i wake up (e.g. ytd morning my dad woke me up and i asked him wad day was it)

first i had the most memorable birthday in my whole life. not to mention it was my 18th birthday. so thank you all who made it possible :)

then it was stepping down - emotional, yet really meaningful. it was sort of a nice closure to the council term. and what's more we spent ard 2 hrs taking photos after that. :) and then daphy handed out the farewell notes from everyone to everyone. it was really nice, 50 of us in the cosy council room, readin the notes. and we also had some food.. talked.. then snr + ecaco girls went out for lunch at billy bombers cathay. most of us in slippers and the girls, in fbts, piak-piaking our way unglamly but happily. then drama and more lagging in council room.'

then council cip. tiring but fufilling. together with dance night. (HOTSTUFF RICE!) :D more lagging in our last night in the council room as we (me cx daphne joce hongyi samuel qinpei peter) took markers and wrote our names everywhere (incl the ceiling fan :D) at ard 11pm, we all left and cx hy and i took a parting shot - of us kissing the council room floor.

im gna miss the place, the people, the experience and really just about everything.

but as samlee said, 'this end is a new beginning'.

esp when we all dont have to be restricted by rules and politics anymore. 50 of us - all purely friends and not colleagues in a sense now. so i really hope we can only get to know each other better and better and hold on to theses memories that we all share.

back to reality :(