ohmy. time has been non existent for the month of february. cos today's the 1st of march and it certainly doesnt feel like march. and i realised ive been emo since 21st feb i.e. thats ard 9 days.

haha.

ohwells.

i just realised that i think ive been too emo/depressed/unhappy and ive been neglecting my frens and mayb even affecting them. havent talked to lots of ppl for a loong time.

oh and i tink being unhappy has given me breathing difficulties. cos since dinner today i need to take v big breaths. aiya. its almost figuratively 'a burden on my heart'. mm. xin shi.

gna try to snap out of this (maybe it's just pms. maybe).. and smile for myself and the people ard me. and talk to my friends (nt like i havent been talking to ppl but just havent been talking heart to heart with my closest friends lately)

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the pieces dont fit anymore by james morrison

i've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
i've been drawing the line and watching it fall
you've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart
watching us fading and watching us fall apart

well I can't explain why it's not enough
coz I gave it all to you
and if you leave me now
oh just leave me now
it's the better thing to do

it's time to surrender
it's been too long pretending
there's no use in trying
when the pieces don't fit anymore
the pieces don't fit anymore

oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
coz I've tried, yes I've tried
still I don't know why
no I don't know why

you pulled me under so I had to give in
such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
well I'll hide all the bruises
i'll hide all the damage that's done
but I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone


nice song.