i think i tend to go on retail therapy at ntuc (omg what an auntie place like OG shopping centre) whenever im subconsciously upset.

as i said, it's subconsciously so i think when i go and buy stuff at ntuc, i may not even realise that im upset.

like today, i almost bought alot alot of stuff (i.e. cream cheese, nutrisoy, oreo, honey, marshmallows, instant noodles). i got everything in my basket then i realised i onli had 7bucks in my wallet. -_- so i put back everything except for the marshmallows n honey, for making of the honey flakes (the rest are for pigging and oreo cheesecake).

but i decided nt to make anything just nw cos i think my mum will zum me for overcrowding her fridge.. so shall slp earlier today. v tired anw.

ok back to the topic im still wondering if im subconsciously upset today. i guess i am! (am meaning i am still upset, mayb nt subconsciously this time) haiya damn sian la :(

i think im having alot of negative thoughts now. :\

nvm. haiya.

baby wont you tell me why
there is sadness in your eyes
i dont wanna say goodbye to you

love is one big illusion
i should try to forget
but there's something left in my head

i wont forget, the way youre kissing
the feeling so strong
were lasting for so long
but im not the man
your heart is missing
that's why you go away i know...

that's why (you go away)
by michael learns to rock


i bet this song is so old that half the ppl reading my blog wont know it. but i suddenly rmbed i had a michael learns to rock cd and ive been listening to it again the past few days.

this song is so sad i was thinking it'll b perfect for farewells etc. it's a nice song though :)

im not depressed! though i think my entry looks and sounds depressing. bahhhh.

goodnight