Many issues in your life come to a head this week, so you'll need all the Taurean strength, patience, and endurance you can muster. If your partner or a family member accuses you of being a workaholic, it's probably true. However, domestic turbulence may be what's driving you to spend long hours at the office, anyway. If you're involved in a love affair, it's time to make a deeper commitment or give it up entirely. Either way, you should experience more inner peace than you have felt in a long time. If you decide to stay together, you'll need to work through some money issues.

thats my msn astrology for this week. and i think it's been rather accurate cos ive been qt stone/moody/pms-ish the past few days. and the weather has been v complementary. been rainy.

ohwells.

sometimes when u think your life sucks and u are damn sian, other things happen to ligth up your life though. :)

like today, i have no idea why but i was v touched by the drum performance invited by the cip exco. the ppl who performed may have disabilities, but they tried their best to perform well. it wasnt spectacular, but it wasnt something easy either. seeing their smiles.. i really felt proud for them. and i could tell that they were enjoying what they were doing. i think i havent smiled in such a happy way in a long time (wah sounds so depressing -__-). probably cos i havent been enjoying the workload in school and other random problems. sigh. but yea i think the performance was cute and i loved it alot :)

at the end of ct session, i watched the ocip video again and i miss nongkhai soooo much. of cos in particular my cute/eccentric boy and shuaige 'pieceabone'. haiii. going to thailand now would be nice. i think im getting tired out by school so much so that some days (or rather most of the days) i dont feel like going to school. zzz

sigh. and my mum thinks my behavior now is weird. wth?! i think im just a lil quieter these days (hope its not too permanent). and since the past few days i have been hm late she must think i'm zi4 bi4 now. ohgosh.

i think this is like what peter says, 长大了. haha

i dont wanna turn 18 though. was thinking abt it while walking hm a few days ago and i think that the prospect of being 18 years old sounds kinda scary. (sorry but yea ive been a flower in a greenhouse!) i was just telling my sis 'i think i shld tell mum i wna buy a guitar with my angbao money.. hope she allows me to' then my sis just said 'you're 18 already dont have to ask!'.

wow.

little liwei's gna make her own decisions soon.

:(

pms is lethal! :(

i havent been in the best of mood these few days. maybe it can also be attributed to whats been happening ard me and to me.

haiii.

ohwells. swam for the first time in at least 5 years today. felt good though it was too short. and ohyeah the swimsuit was damn revealing.

okay i better be off doing my work.

bye!

i think i tend to go on retail therapy at ntuc (omg what an auntie place like OG shopping centre) whenever im subconsciously upset.

as i said, it's subconsciously so i think when i go and buy stuff at ntuc, i may not even realise that im upset.

like today, i almost bought alot alot of stuff (i.e. cream cheese, nutrisoy, oreo, honey, marshmallows, instant noodles). i got everything in my basket then i realised i onli had 7bucks in my wallet. -_- so i put back everything except for the marshmallows n honey, for making of the honey flakes (the rest are for pigging and oreo cheesecake).

but i decided nt to make anything just nw cos i think my mum will zum me for overcrowding her fridge.. so shall slp earlier today. v tired anw.

ok back to the topic im still wondering if im subconsciously upset today. i guess i am! (am meaning i am still upset, mayb nt subconsciously this time) haiya damn sian la :(

i think im having alot of negative thoughts now. :\

nvm. haiya.

baby wont you tell me why
there is sadness in your eyes
i dont wanna say goodbye to you

love is one big illusion
i should try to forget
but there's something left in my head

i wont forget, the way youre kissing
the feeling so strong
were lasting for so long
but im not the man
your heart is missing
that's why you go away i know...

that's why (you go away)
by michael learns to rock


i bet this song is so old that half the ppl reading my blog wont know it. but i suddenly rmbed i had a michael learns to rock cd and ive been listening to it again the past few days.

this song is so sad i was thinking it'll b perfect for farewells etc. it's a nice song though :)

im not depressed! though i think my entry looks and sounds depressing. bahhhh.

goodnight

booo ive had a boring cny. its nothing but pig, pig, pig and watch tv/vcds (oh and played warcraft with cheat codes HAHA). and it doesnt reli feel v nice either when every year, you see the same relatives, and you say the same things but at the same time TRY to find something different to say. ohwells. at least ive got a few nice cousins, if not i wld have fossilised into a stone on chu yi.

anw, angbao money! $.$ haha. my brother gave me his cos he said 'it's peanuts to me'. okay lor. so my angbao money almost double. wahaha. so there is hope for me to buy something i alws wanted! :D actually ive got 3 choices:
1. a guitar
2. a braun buffel wallet (omg!)
3. a micro hi-fi to replace my laopok cd player.

havent really decided but i'll decide soon. if only i can get all 3 haha.

nvm.

im supposed to not slack today!

so bye!

dun wanna go back to school tmr :(

yay i finally changed my blog template, after (i think) 2yrs.

this is such a happy and kiddy and cute blogskin! :D yayy i like it!

gna slp now all the html made me drowsy..

35 hours without sleep.
citygate.
shell curtain.
cloth, cloth and more cloth.
beautiful couplets.
lanterns.
exciting street market! :D
seeing MUSHROOM!!
hotstuff teacher ics.
yenshan the comm chair who ROCKS.
fac dance competition (ARES!!!)
last public mass dance :(
council's 6th events out of 7! :((
15 hrs of slp after it all.

THE happy feeling :)

those few lines cannot totally describe cny07. this event was really the one i enjoyed the most out of all our events. and i think it was one of the best, if not the best. (we didnt depend on luck! HAH) i never knew i would feel so much for council.. but i guess now that we are on our 6th of 7 events, its about time. gahhh. i dun wan our council term to end!!!!!!!

anw. its even more memorable when we worked thru the night.. stayed over in school.. started hoisting at 12 (haha 'radical').. din sleep at all.. and put up the most spectacular decor in years and years. when i saw the decor i just went 'WOW'. :) and also we had a very good comm chair and tcher ics! :) (mrngoh helped the publicity knots nooblets.. if nt the couplets cldnt have gone up!)

to add on to that, ARES WON THE FAC DANCE COMPETITION and im totally proud of rice, ares, and the fac comm. :) i also saw my favourite senior mushroom! :D who cut her hair and doesnt look so mushroomy anymore :( haha. saw many more seniors too pamela huiwen chuanyuan yanyan da en etc :)

oh and i nv though i wld have liked mass dance so much! :) but on the last public mass dance session hongyi and i had on cny, we danced out hearts out and got high. so did many many others. gna miss the mass dances! ahhhh :(

and well i went to have plenty of slp ytd and it feels good.

did my springcleaning of my rm today.. had a hearty reunion steamboat (i love reunion dinner!) then played mahjong with dad mum bro n guess what! i tyco-ed and won 50bucks. ahhahahahaha. good sign for the good year? well there's nothing more i hope for than to have good a's results this year :)

okay i think ive talked enough.

xin nian kuai le! (it's 12.10am now)

to a good year ahead!

spent almost the whole day outside ytd! in fact, it was the whole day because i went out at 0730 n reached hm at ard 0000. o.O

cny work session.. spent most of the time on the rooptop with yeekai terence shuonan mrngoh.. it wasnt as exciting as i expected cos of the high walls. but okay la, at least cld peep down and see everything from a bird's eye view, which was nice. took loads of pics too! :)

and i decided when i grow up and start working and have money.. i'll get a nice digital SLR and go ard taking photos. :) photographs are powerful ways of capturing moments which are otherwise more than words.

and light intensity is inversely proportional to distance squared right. so the 5-6 of us spent like 4hrs on the rooptop, under exceptionally strong sunglight. everyone got burnt/red. EXCEPT ME. (grrrrrr) even people who were working on central plaza got burnt (esp mrlee who looked very very very red). imagine my jealousy/irritatedness. dont even know whether it's a blessing or not. but okay la i got a LITTLE BIT darker today. :)

rushed to fishnco for stj.. which was okay i guess.. din reli interact with juniors tho. but camwhored qt alot :) i do hope jts would be better tho!

and today i spent 5-6hrs in front of the tv.. :D haahha slacking cos nxt wk is slack and i dont reli have hw. :)

got work to do. bye!

this is not right.

somehow, im very free. so much so that i could play chess with kevin after school, then go amk to buy tiptop currypuff (yummy) for my mum, then reach hm at 5.30pm, then watch 2 eps of fuyufanyun, and finish up bio tut, AND watch tv. oh and do maths. and come online now.

this is after the mad frenzy of the past few weeks to finish tuts, mug for tests (incl today's spa skill a for chem) and late nights. oh and (unsuccessful) attempts to do vectors. i told ms tee today i'll do them during cny period alr. will make sure i practise what i preach! :)

abit uneasy, like i forgot to do some stuff.

but nvm la. actually i owe erik his eleco cd. so i shall go burn now!

ive been staring at cny related stuff (think 1.6m x 3 storeys long couplet, citygate, and a central plaza-length angbao lantern curtain) from 9am-7pm i swear i'm going to love this year's cny loads.

and for the first cny of my life, i dont have to experience the mad rush to buy clothes before cny comes. cos over the past year, i have accumulated alot of clothes, incl my $34.30 nike sneakers :D:D, 3 racer backs, 2-3 tshirts, a nice long sleeved tee from fox, a pair of jeans and 2 skirts. i can go visiting for 3 days in 3 different sets of clothes man (unfortunately, i dont have so much time and lobangs i guess :( )

ohyeah and it has been another exciting wk :) love is in the air. hahaahha

OH and i spent almost 10bucks on food ytd. namely buying zinger student meal (AHHHH >50% FATS!!! but super nice eh the chicken), and $3.60 worth of sun moulin bread (FAVOURITE! :D:D:D). oh and it was like 5 mini bread and 1 normal sized one. which i finished by the end of welfare duty omg.

because of that, I HAVE GAINED 1KG. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. traumatising. this despite cutting down loads on sugar (i.e. stay-awake-sweets-for-lectures-and-tutorials) and snacks (but my mum bot me 2 cans of mister potato OMG she wans me to get fat) for the week.

saddd :( and i didnt exercise.

booo. okay i'll eat less and play more ball!

what a random entry. gna slp earlier now and mug loads tmr!

i got on the same bus as my primary school dentist today. she hasnt changed at all and i remember her as the nicest dentist/lady ever, though she does not rmb me :)

i know that was very random but yea, i havent seen her for like since p4 :)

then chieh sent me a cute sms and i started talking with her thru sms for qt long! :) miss this super cute senior of mine loads. along with alot of other seniors. (feel so old being seniors..) told her to visit if she can! :D

and im started to like maths again like i used to last year. because vectors is finally over and i can do differential equations. :)

got bio spa today.. i wrote alot. i graph, 1 table, 2 pages of theoretical basis, 1 page of explaination and conclusion.. 2 pages of limitations. haha. and i didnt do the experiment at all. physics spa tmr and chem spa on monday

ohyea i promised myself not to snack this wk and very sadly, i broke my promise today :( PIG.

then ive been thinking almost the whole day whether im a very stupid girl.. perhaps making the same mistakes ive made before. ahhh. and i do think im a very stupid girl. :(

haiya.

gek.