today was a freakin bad day.

first, it was GP where i found out there was essay assignment like, half an hr before it started. but not like i care. then, it was bio lecture where i was lost throughout and was combating sleepiness. and for the first time, i was too tired till i gave up and really slept during chem and asked yixi to lend me her notes aft tt.

met my bio tutor for the first time today and it reaffirmed my belief that i dont exactly like her. i miss hotstuff mrngoh. ARGH.

campfire was shitty. i dont ever want to touch anything to do with kerosene, cotton wool, and wet weather plans anymore. after tmr. the teachers were pissed with us. :( its super demoralising, esp when campfire's tmr.

AND to add on to that, its been raining since afternoon. IT MUST NOT RAIN TMR i dont mind failing maths test for good weather tmr. argh.

furthermore, campfire spoilt my mood so much that i totally didnt feel like eating and just went home instead. annoying shit. its even worse when you have to put others thru this shit too by making them do stuff for you. all i can do is to stay back and help out but i am obliged to do that and i cldnt find anything more to do to make them feel better about it.

furthermorefurthermore, i had to wait like half hr before my bus came and i reached home at 10. NICE. tell me how i'm going to mug for maths now.

this is such an angsty post. but i swear i'm on the verge of breaking down soon. luckily campfire's tmr if not i'll go mad.. but so far there have been loads of ppl telling me not to stress and stuff. and loads of ppl putting in the effort to help out, esp campfire comm. and im so touched la :)

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so im off to mug as much maths as i can before i fall asleep on my notes. may the power of dried chili, onions and garlic in random bushes work tmr.

PLEASE.