been averaging 5hours of sleep everyday.. which resulted in the "im so tired i can fall asleep walking" state i was in yesterday when i was walking home.

4wks of school has passed.. been really fast. and everyday, ive been really caught up with schoolwork and councilwork. its kinda sian but as ive said before, there's really alot more more more to come!

but ive been enjoying class and council more :)

our juniors said our class looks very united (really la) but i think in some subtle way, this may be happening (??). dunno, but hope that as we go thru tough times together, we'll get to know each other more and be united amd bonded despite being mug, like our senior class is :)

and ive definitely had loads of fun with my friends.. (rice in particular ;P, so jealous envious of that stupid woman)

for council, lots of stuff has happened since the year started, from o1. but i guess too, with the times we go through together, be it unhappy or happy ones, we get to know each other better too. even if it's already more than half our council term with only 2 events remaining :(, it's better late than never. at least i feel snr has become more bonded this year and i dont feel the sianness i used to feel in council because i din really know people well in council last time.

ahwells.. more to come more to come. next wk will be super busy with econs test, phy test, physics spa and bio spa. and work sessions. that means i wont have any free days where i can slack!

beh. but at least im recharged from the 12 hour sleep i got yesterday :D

i feel fit today (:

had pe, where i did SOME jogging. jogged/ran walked 2 rounds when we were supp to do 3. haha. then did some rubbishy pullups and slope jump thingy.

during 1.5hr break played ball with zhang yixi steffi zhang's fren minghan + random jr! :D:D:D:D:D:D never realised i missed bball so much! felt and still feels good to sweat it out. hope to do this every wk liao :D

went all the way to tanjong katong aft sch to collect calendar.. rather satisfying depite the distance (calendar's nice). and i realised travelling from tanjong katong to amk on bus 76 takes 45 mins. and loads of anxiety that i took the bus from the wrong side. haha.

im supp to go and do my minutes and evaluation. zz.

actually, i'm even more supp to go revise vectors cos ive been feeling lost/zibei/depressed for every singele maths lesson since school started. haii.

time to buckup!

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timecheck 2249

i received the freakiest phone call in my life

ringtone: stay the same by joey mcintyre

me: hello?
guy: so late already, you still havent sleep?
me: uh.. hello? who u lookin for?
guy: you lor (seductive tone)
me: (!!!!!) uh i think you got the wrong number
guy: engh, you dont recognise my voice?
(whole convo was in chinese)

at this point, 'OMG' flash thru my brain 5069436739 times and i was totally freaked out (amplify this expression by 100 times: o.O) and i hung up on the person.

after which, my heart was beating very fast and i was breathing heavily for at least 15 mins.

ohmygod. :( super freaked out.. the guy sounded like he was cheating on his wife. seriously, i cant imagine my future bf talking like this to me.

as i said, i'm fated to be a nun this year.. my new boyfriend's my thermal physics notes, nicely binded with purple backing...



timecheck 2345: kf suddenly comes to tell me i had a cameo in her dream last night. haha. random.

okay do abit of vectors!

i think ive been watching too much wuxia shows. in fact, it's the only show ive been watching for a long time. currently watching fuyufanyun starring lamfung at a rate of 1ep per day (gna take me more than a month to finish the show man). and things abt internal energy etc have been an integral part of me since.

like how today i was bored and drew a smiley face on my left palm and self-entertained with it. omg.

actually that left me very high. so ard 12pm was the high of my high. very sot. and irritating i guess. haha. after which (esp aft bio lab) i totally died off.

mumblemumble.

actually, i realised i have nothing much to blog about. because nothing special has happened in my super mundane j2 life of doing hw everyday. it doesnt help when u have sucky science tutors. argh.

nvm.

im getting sick soon! (again) so gna slp now. tmr's a short day made long. sigh. byebye!

orientation officially ended as of yesterday. really fast with 2 events left in council.. gosh. :(

anw orientation was good. it was such an experience definitely for myself. and the j1s. hope they have a good life in jc..

okay shall cut the crap n talk abt campfire! :):):):) successfully held yesterday though sadly, it rained and rained and i was in a horrible mood the whole day. :( (and i flunked my maths test) worked on the fireball from 12+.. and i thought i was ok cos i felt that if we get to burn, we're really lucky but if we dont, so be it cos we cant control the weather anw.

then i got SUPER pissed off over some stuff and it took me like half an hr to calm down again. and i think my pissedoff-ness showed. sorry to anyone i pissed off! but nvm, shall not talk abt it alr cos i think its over and insignificant now.

all this until sharm sort of pep talked us (i cannot stand these things, they make me cry!) n i cried lo. haha. but really i got so so so so much support from all my council friends (campfire comm, snr, everyone else). and im really grateful for that. everyone was telling me 'it'll (fireball) go up and burn'. though i didnt really believe in that, i felt loads better. chernwei even got me honey water and talked loads of crap to make me feel better :D and what more can i say but i love hugs :) im not alone in council man cos im sure alot of ppl felt the same way i did. (esp my other 2 campfire ic partners and campfire comm)

wet weather proceeded.. actually it wasnt that bad. cos everyone was still enthu and the squeezy hall felt reli cosy. :)

but i screwed up the dances cos i wasnt in the mood. :( (obviously there was alot more on my mind)

but guess what?!

the rain actually STOPPED for like 30mins. so we speed hoisted and were all ready. the ppl came down aft dance session. the central plaza was like half packed. the wings were packed. ppl lined the 2nd floor (bridge and wings).

it all just engulfed me. BIG NIGHT :)

and i almost couldnt believe we were burning the fireball. nervous moments.. allison walked down the isle with the torch.. lighted the '3'.. and i saw it go '3..2..1..TURBOcharged..', and then the wheel in the most beautiful fashion ever. it was the best burn we've seen. together with all the cheering. better than ALL our trial burns. it was then that i finally put down all my worries and everyone hugged each other. I LOVE HUGS. and this time, i had tears of joy.

OUR BABY :)

if there is something called a miracle, that had to be it.

cos right after the burning finished, it started raining. :)

i was in disbelief though aft clearing up that it was all over. our 1 mth of hard work, the whole of campfire comm's DNA (ie blood) on the prickly wire mesh, our sweat, tears..

wow.

THANK YOU EVERYONE. :)

we did it.

today was a freakin bad day.

first, it was GP where i found out there was essay assignment like, half an hr before it started. but not like i care. then, it was bio lecture where i was lost throughout and was combating sleepiness. and for the first time, i was too tired till i gave up and really slept during chem and asked yixi to lend me her notes aft tt.

met my bio tutor for the first time today and it reaffirmed my belief that i dont exactly like her. i miss hotstuff mrngoh. ARGH.

campfire was shitty. i dont ever want to touch anything to do with kerosene, cotton wool, and wet weather plans anymore. after tmr. the teachers were pissed with us. :( its super demoralising, esp when campfire's tmr.

AND to add on to that, its been raining since afternoon. IT MUST NOT RAIN TMR i dont mind failing maths test for good weather tmr. argh.

furthermore, campfire spoilt my mood so much that i totally didnt feel like eating and just went home instead. annoying shit. its even worse when you have to put others thru this shit too by making them do stuff for you. all i can do is to stay back and help out but i am obliged to do that and i cldnt find anything more to do to make them feel better about it.

furthermorefurthermore, i had to wait like half hr before my bus came and i reached home at 10. NICE. tell me how i'm going to mug for maths now.

this is such an angsty post. but i swear i'm on the verge of breaking down soon. luckily campfire's tmr if not i'll go mad.. but so far there have been loads of ppl telling me not to stress and stuff. and loads of ppl putting in the effort to help out, esp campfire comm. and im so touched la :)

..

so im off to mug as much maths as i can before i fall asleep on my notes. may the power of dried chili, onions and garlic in random bushes work tmr.

PLEASE.

060107

omg my whole body's aching. never felt this tired.. but it's for the worthy cause of FIREBALL07.

trial burn was NICE :) all i hope is for good weather on friday night. and that everything goes well.

soon.. i dont ever hav to touch kerosene again. yuck.

jiayou everyone! :)



080107

orientation's into its 4th day. got to know our junior class today.. what can i say besides 'they are so different from us huh'. yea lor. but hope they can bond well..

we're having outdoor AR tmr! :D 8hrs outside sch tho im gna die for sure haha. somemore aft AR is 'tie water bombs work session'. bleh.. but soon we'll get proper rest and lessons!

im off to do econs now cos yixi pricked my conscience. argh.
bye!

and so school starts tmr.. (and i have to be in school before 0630 wth,)

damn. :(

i didnt even finish half my hw. so ive decided i'll not bring anything for the 2-3hrs of lessons i have tmr. and i better finish my hw in the first wk! if not everything will accumulate and i'll die a sorrow death ('parting is such sweet sorrow..') at the hands of my fierce teachers.

bleh. i hope my og is nice, i hope my juniors are nice.

i hope it doesnt rain at all during o1 period. it MUSNT.

bleh nvm. off to attempt to complete issues and ideas!

happy 2007! the new year has come.. really fast argh.

spent today (i.e. last day of 2006) doing alot of wuliao things. like watching xmen 1 and 2 for the first time in my life (tho i have to say it was worth it). i think jean grey is super hot. pity she has to die so soon. cyclops has funny hair. nobody else is eyecandy-worthy..

oh and i got a new phone! like finally. finally upgrade from 4G to 3G. -_-" N6288.. still havent found out whats good abt it will explore more later. maybe i'll practice a wave from one side of the body to another and end with the slide of my phone.

wuliaoness..

ohya and im totally not a nails person. grew the nail of my right index finger for guitar playing purposes.. and just when its finally at a desirable length, i chipped it today and i had to cut off abit of it. argh. annoying.

the first thing i did in 2007 is chem hw! oo nice. and im still doing it now. tho there's no telling when i'll just fall asleep on it.

mundane, mundane. better buck up tho.