bleh, its like 12.25am in the morning and im starving.

anw, in 6.5hrs' time i'll be in school.. again. this 1 week break hasnt reli been a break, especially when i spent half the week in school. :( and so i didnt get down to doing much work. except finished up some overdue tutorials. my promos is in a bad state.

criteria for promotion:
(GP not included) 1 H2 pass and 1 H1 pass. and another S pass in H2 (if i din rmb wrongly)
(GP included) 1H2 pass and 1 H1 pass with a pass in GP, or
2 H2 passes.

blehh!!! okay i better make sure i at least get Es. if i get any U, i'll have to drop a subject (which is obviously physics) and i think i dont reli mind that. but meanwhile i spent the whole of today on physics. electricity drives me crazy esp when the notes are lousy. :(

theres physics test and bio spa on tuesday! coupled with (i reckon) piaing of pw. i din do my I&R and my EoM has been stagnant with 1 paragraph left! i cant even rmb wheres my almost completed file.

bleh. ohwells, really have to work hard. must work a miracle in these 2 weeks!

exams remind me of the praying session we had last yr! actually it wasnt reli praying.. but whatever it is i reli enjoyed it so much. :) it was wonderful how the whole cohort, regradless of religion, could find some time during assembly (otherwise known as CT period now) to sit down quietly and reflect on the past year(s) in sn. everyone was so hectic and it was good to slow down for just that 1hr odd.

and it was just (spiritual?) how father perreira cld evoke the strong emotions in me and alot of other ppl about life in sn.. how i eventually broke down cos i knew i was gna miss the place so so so much cos it has given me so much and shaped me to be who i am. and i still do.

hugging friends, teachers. treasuring the last few months in sn. washing each others hands. saying some prayers, singing some hymns.

ahh i wish i cld have such a session next yr. :) but thats not possible i noe. maybe i'll set aside 1h near exams next yr to think about what 2years in hc has been and what it has meant to me. :)

hm i think i like to think.

nvm.

OHYEAH! i had a wonderful dream last night. hahahaha. i dreamt that i went to wang li hong's concert and he talked to me, asking me to switch on the aircon (for some reason, the concert was held in a northbrooks sec looking hall) :D:D:D:D hahaha. and of cos he looked GREAT. i wan to go to his concert on the 21st oct! but theres no one to go with me, no money, and i think i have sth on that day. :( bleh. time to buy the vcd to watch le la.

okay i shall go off! mugmug sleep.