:)

today wasnt a wonderfully happy day but it was a great day to end the term.. i feel very tired from this whole term's work, but at least im happy and content :) i realised im easily contented! :D (which is good i guess!)

THANKYOU RICE FOR MAKING MY DAY i love yoooo! :) i received flowers for the first time in my life and its from a girl aka my fiance! hahaha. it was reli sweet! do sai gang then she came to give me a sunflower out of the blue! :D:D which made me super happy after that. :)) lalalal my sunflower is happy and i am happy!

rushed back to sn after cleaning up.. HIGH! :D sn was lively :) sec4s piaing with extra lessons, and many many ex students back to meetup/see teachers :) i really had an adrenaline rush as the bus pulled over at the stop.. and again as i stepped in sn i really felt like i was back home :) ahhh. nice feelin. i hope i will always have this nice and warm feeling everytime i go back to sn. :)

orange bowl noodles! YUMMY.
had mini 4c gathering! tho im nt close with like half of them its still good to see old friends :)

onli managed to see mrsong and mslim. gd enough. :) walked thru 4th level sec4 classrooms. felt old.. but really wan the greybadges to really work v hard for o's and do the school proud again. :)

got sudden impulse to wear my pinafore! but its hidden somewhere in my mum's wardrobe. lovely uniform :) how the years have passed and how i've changed....

okay i v 感触良多 now. hectic life, but im so glad so many things have happened to me and shaped me to be who i am. :)


snr!

megawati jolly steffi me. :D

click here for a totally unglam photo. pls dont laugh i noe its wuliao -___-"

ahhh term3 coming to an end. its scary how fast time passes. i guess before i know it december will be here and stuff. then we'll enter j2 and leave skl before we knoe it. :(

bt im qt happy cos i really nid the time during the holidays to REALLY kick start my engine and get my studies going. first starting with finishing my tutorials. then mug. zzz. discipline! i nid truckloads of it!!

bleh. just wanna take a good rest today. and recharge. slept at 2am piaing bio ILP ytd ZZZZZZ. tmrs TD. gna dance! i dance until muscles aching le. but fun :D

and i seriously hope i have the time to go back to sn!!!!!! tho i'll have no presents or cards.. it'll be good to see teacher(s). and playy bball with my buddy!!!! :D:D:D:D

ohwells. gtg soon. BYEEEEEEEEE

ohno i got sudden craving for dark chocs! but brushed teeth alr nvm. random! -__-"

fate works wonders! :)

never do your tutorials when u are half/three quarts asleep.

cos this was what happened to me:

i did econs till 12++ last night. then i got so tired i just quickly packed and went to sleep.

this morning, when i read through what i wrote, i was horrified. o.O for the first time in my life i really wrote rubbish for my homework.

1. a benzene ring appeared on the last line of my ECONS hw
2. cos i had so many things to do and remember, my subconsciously mind caused me to write "demand factors: change in producers, demand slacky cos of phototaking"

?!?!?!?!? like, ohman. i had phototaking today lah i think thats why.

omg im seriously dead. :(

gna pia bio ilp while im still awake!

hello 4days since i last touched the computer! :D

okay i almost died studying chem till er 2am yesterday. and today had TD rehearsal which almost killed me. then still got bio ILP which im going to die doing

cant wait for thursday! and then the hols, when i seriously settle my stuff and MUG. cos i dowan to die that badly for promos. arghs.

okay im onli supp to be online sending an email and ive sent that so im supp to go do my econs and maths!

bye!

jc life is horribly sad.

"aye i realise the company in council is very impt, if not the most excitin job will seem extremely torturin"

hit the nail on the head.

i went home at 5+ today, in DAYLIGHT.

took bus home with shueli and siyun :) haha miss my classmates man those 2 lamepoks! :D

anw reached khatib then i felt like eating something, tho i cldnt specify what. nth in the bread shop caught my attn so i decided to just go home. then i passed by ntuc and decided to go in.

then i spend $3+ on rubbish food. haha. like i wanted to buy prawn crackers. then i saw the chocolate pillows. then i saw the fish snack. then i saw sweets. so i bought them all :D what a pig! haha. i actually wanted to buy hello panda too but decided i shldnt eat so much rubbish/calories. hehh.

huh like buy everything on impulse but yeaa i reli felt like eating unhealthily.

so i went home happily with lotsa food. and wondered to myself on the way home if i was depressed cos depressed ppl binge. okay i dont think i am tho i was kind of stressed ytd. nvm. i piaed econs tut till 12+ and became happy :)

food can keep myself awake while studyin!

gna slp for half hr nw and gg to pia maths tutorial later :D cya!

ps: i still havent had my wedding! hahaha.

FUN DAY! :)

to summarise it all, the highlights of the day was snr playing netball for half hr tgt :)))) (i wan more playing sessions!), scaffolding/singing, almost finishing our citygate painting, volleyball, soccer, sparkling juice and SPARKLERS! :D:D

hehh. school is reli like my home now i think i spend more time in sch than at home! (which is qt bad actually :S)

arghs and i realised my physics spa's not on 28th, its like on monday. i'm so dead i din noe can. luckily i came online. tmr's busy pia day! phy spa, bio spa, tuts, pw.. blablabla. how sian! :( and monday i got 2 formals. super sick. arghs.

so to prepare to mug, i nid to slp.




zzz.

lots of stuff happened today.

combated severe tiredness and managed to survive the day :) i think late nights are taking a toll on me (finally) really need some sleep, and a free saturday (just 1) to go and cut my hair and make new specs.

sigh. the day was pretty draggy actually, 8-5 again (chem extra lesson quite interesting lah) though i had a relaxing lunch i sorely miss. and had a relaxing time after school too, playing volleyball :) tho i made myself stressed after that thinking abt my schedule. it's like week8 and i havent started ANY mugging?!?!? sighs. but ohwells had a nice dinner with parents at coffee shop and then a walk at ntuc.. which i miss too :)

anyway. found out that my ex-classmate is smoking.. im kinda disappointed, bt nt cos we're close frens or anything (we arent) but cos.. it's disappointing lah. we arent even 18, and havent seen enough of the world, and with each cigarette we'll be reducing what we see of the world in our lives. if life is so precious, it should stop getting wasted with ciggs and drugs and alcoholism n what not. sigh.

then on my way home i witnessed an accident. actually i din see the whole thing. at traffic light, i looked down on the floor, and looked up. before i knew it, this motorcycle got hit by a taxi diagonally oppsite me and it was skidding. i heard a bang, tho it wasnt loud. i onli saw it skidding not the banging part. and i got v worried for the motorist.. it was heartening though to see 2 or 3 people rushing towards the person. and the motorist could stand up by him(her?)self. so i was qt relieved after tt.

and then steffi told me this girl in sBLAHgs (my skl) attempted suicide. it's so scary how someone could be forced to this extreme to do this.. when she's not even in jc. jc's so must more stressful than secskl, i hope she can be strong cos there's reli more ahead.

hmm thought about how life is different for everyone again.. and how each chooses a different path and how each views life. like in the blink of an eye an accident can happen.. anything can happen. i guess we'll never reli noe hw it feels like until something unexpected happens to us.

so.. treasure every moment!!

arghs. something to keep me going on perhaps despite being sick and tired.

GOOOO!!

epl season 2006/2007's starting tmr! :) go POOL!

boo got a bad infection on my piercing since sunday :( cant wear earrings! blehhh. dowan my piercing to close up :(

anw, FISHTANK is HAVEN FOR SONGS! went there trying to kope the gems fighter (or wadever the name is) game. but the game was jammed. :( so i explored the comp and i found NICE STUFF. like the OC (nt nice to me cos i dont watch but i bet some ppl will drool) and tons of albums! so i took my thumbdrive and koped like albums of songs. daniel powter, nickelback, vertical horizon, howie day, james blunt, bsb, craig david n gavin degraw! hohohohoho. super happy lah cos im alws too lazy to dl songs. ho ho ho ho :P

then i wanted to go hm. but it was too early agn. so i ended up mugging with hongyi n his fren till 6+ -___-" (i wasnt productive! rrr) hongyi is retarded!! hahaha. 63498567304 ppl walked by saw him and commented he was slow at his maths tut 7a. haa. and 32442 ppl daoed him! -___-"

i wan lakehouse OST! if theres sucha thing.

wad an exciting day

i was totally bullied! rawrrrr. rrr!!!

bleh. anw today was another high day! :D phy lab passed fast enough, bio lect was fei (was mugging bacteria genetics n nt listening). chem lect was !!!! 4 exclaimation marks are not enough. and for the first time in my life my notes got torn! (actually onli 1 pg) guess who did it! -___-" oo the horror i actually (tried to) scream aft tt. haa. yan din pms during gp, 10mins late n she din scold. watched abortion video n i was super traumatised for 20mins aft tt.

pw. was draggy.

AFT PW WE WENT MAD! hahaa. everyone became high. heh heh heh. super fun lah. ate jelly ice cream n hei nuo mi with rice. wad a pig (i mean us). then slack until almost 5 then went home. nt used to gettin hm early! funny things happened to us, can draw parallel -_______-"

and my integration is DEADED!!! i totally dno how to do crap. :(

bleh. do pw!

POOL'S EXCITING. :D riise just scored 9mins into FA community shield, NICE GOAL! :D welcome chelsea, pool does look better and stronger. heh. eye candies: gonzalez! and sheva, ballack <-- looks better with short crop!!, lampard!!!

anw hello earth! slept at 0230 last nite (or this morning) cos i was mugging! then went library to mug today. finally i have some sense of accomplishment i've missed for so long! :D but still im relatively awake (woke up at 10+!) yayy and im perpetually high now (as in everyday) :)

ytd we had a fun work session! productively painted ~10 boards (tho it was OT) yayy! citygate crew i was the onli girl there la. haha. den we zi high with wang li hong songs!! :D:D then the ppl in the condo beside ampi were staring at us haha. but fun!!! then helped lightings. basically the lightings girls sew banners, guys get cooked in the sun. at the end of the day jason looked like lobster lor! hahaha. onli 2 comms to do OT. but fun la. at the end of it we played ball for a while! :D

had dinner at KAP. ahhh macs is junk food lah.

lalalaaaaaa. i hope i can continually be high!

high high HIGH!!!

-__-"

"nobody said it was easy.....

this song (the scientist) is resounding in my head! haha. together with segments of breaking free (high skl musical).

bleh i fell asleep on integration tutorial 7a. arghs. it took me like 20mins to figure out how to do. by then i was too tired and dozed off, onli to wake up 5mins later. so i decided to come online to keep myself awake.

anw my self-expt proved to be correct again, slept at 0230 last nite but i was fully awake today even though i had lessons from 0800-1730, with onli 1hr break. yayy :D but it means i'll prolly fall asleep in no apologies. zzz. citygate crew like half go leaps. blah lame thing.

zz im qt tired now! gna sleep soon. bleh.

ohyeah intriguing title! ;) haha courtesy of rice, who got her inspiration from KOTC. i was totally terrorised today!

ahh i love the thrill of typing fast at 1240am in the morning!

haha.

right here waiting
richard marx

oceans apart day after day
and i slowly go insane
i hear your voice on the line
but it doesn't stop the pain

if i see you next to never
how can we say forever

wherever you go
whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you

i took for granted, all the times
that i though would last somehow
i hear the laughter, i taste the tears
but i can't get near you now

oh, can't you see it baby
you've got me goin' crazy

wherever you go
whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you

i wonder how we can survive
this romance
but in the end if i'm with you
i'll take the chance

hehh just though this song was v apt after i watched THE LAKEHOUSE!
so BUFC day had a turnout of 8 ppl (qt good eh, almost the whole team) so we played 4v4, j2s vs j1s. so we were like xiao za bors running ard chasing the ball on the red patch of the track in nj :D but so tiring lah, due to my unfitness i almost fainted >.<

then we got cheated by the vending machine, lucky the vending machine man appeared :)

lunch at curry wok! haha i love their food man.

then boings went to the cathay watch movie! first went newurbanmale. ahh the white flipflops i wan costs $21.90. nt worth it man. zzz. but lotsa nice flipflops! and they gt nice adidas shop, took pic with gerrard giant poster! :D:D:D:D pool jersey so nice lo! then manda treated us ben&jerry's (YUMMY) and we went into cinema. they had lover's seats! hahaha. so joli and i were lovers for the 2hrs of the movie. haha. sit until super comfy, qiao jiao! and pigged on nachos. :P but v cold can.

anw the movie was damn sweet!! :D:D its interesting how love can transcend everything.. :) too bad the ending was not tear jerking enough. boo. i love to cry when i watch these romantic flicks with happy endings. good movie to watch with ur bf/gf/tree, and go to The Cathay and get those lover's seats! :D

i wan the lakehouse soundtrack!!! nice mushy songs! :D

ahh and im supposed to be anti-cinema.
i still am. :)
just tt i got soft spot for romantic movies.
otherwise, its onli my 2nd movie of the yr in a cinema!

snr's website is up! :) yaye.

happy national day!

watched ndp for the first time in abt 2yrs i think. it was okay.. since i onli like the marching parade parts. but yupp, i feel proud for singapore. its onli 41 yrs, we've got more to go :) gogogo!

tmr's BUFC DAY! :D gna play soccer at nj! yayy. but tt means tmr = slack day again. gg off to do my arenes n maths hw later. ahhh. these 3 days nt v well spent -_-" i NEED to start mugging!

blah.

i have 3 resolutions:
1. stop hunching
2. finish hw asap, so i can start mugging
3. (most impt) get promoted!

yayy.

wad a slack n tiring day, but still happy :)

went to skl as usual.. had fun during celebrations tho i wld have stayed to finish singing the songs if i cld :( (aft which i found out i CLD lah) then entertained the thai students.. who are qt cute n enthu actually. haha. get high dancing wild wild west! o.O haha. damn fun la esp when dance partner hongyi n i starting to have ink gas (mo qi) :D

rush rush.. lunch home bugis.

met up with the girls! walked ard n ate lo. jess won the 'shortest skirt award' for today! hahaha. then we won 'longest time spent queuing for dinner'.. ard half hr or more if im not wrong ahhh. just stoned outside marina square swensen's.. and took lame pics. :D and listen mp3 n sing. yayy. queens (me rice zhang) of self-entertainment!

i realised i actually love singing. and i love music :) ahh i shall try harder to teach myself guitar! :D ohyeah acapella rocks!

had nice dinner! (tho i added too much pepper to my pasta) then dessert.. the chocolate blondie thingy was DAMN GD. its actually brownie + vanilla ice cream + pistachios + some syrup on hot plate. chao nice! :D bt rather ex. then had topless5.. YUMM.

but by then it was like 9+ so we went home. zzzz. stupid time spent queuing. oh and the area was so crowded cos patroitic singaporeans went to watch fireworks! :)

okay im qt sleepy. tmr i'll stop procrastinating n get down to work!!

gogogo.

ohyeah i found the wallet i like alr, and it's like $106 thanks lah. -_-"

argh im STUPID! left my laptop in school. grrr! :(:( means either i lug it for gang outing tmr, or i go hm and put at hm before going out. arghs. i shall see how tmr. siandiao. luckily i noe it's safe. if not i'll be super worried.

anws today was a HIGH DAY! :D phy lab was nice, with mrkoh back :) and i was highing away. lalalaaa. but it died off at gp. where i seem to be the next target for msyan to pick on. nvm.. -_-"

aft skl went for tmr's rehearsal! had fun looking at the performances.. and being HIGH with rice+yihang (again) during the singing of the songs. (until throat abit sore) haha. tmr sing MOREMOREMORE! haha. and the 2 crazy girls (me n rice) were trying to force yihang to do pullups. to no avail. sigh. cant see superwoman at work!

bleh and now im slacking.. again! so fast 10+ alr. i tink i have gp hw (cos our grp lost the paragraph, if we dont do we nid to do CS was rubbish). then i nid to pack tmr's stuff. siannnnn.

(ohyeah dun nid do GP le! the stupid paragraph is with rice lah. -_-)

by this i do not mean burning/combusting the 'midnight' brand oil, but rather studying my late night sleep patterns. so from thursday-today i came up with a few conclusions:

sleeping at 2 am and waking up at 6 am doesnt make u sleepy on the day. it makes u sleepy for the next 2 days. this is worse if u sleep at 12+ and wake up at 6+ on the day u feel sleepy. and it's worse worse if u do saigang.

okay those are my conclusions!

i fell asleep doing phy tutorial -__-"

haha. citygate progess is not good! :( bleh we nid to paint faster.. carrying the boards lets u tone muscles! -_-

okay random. lalalaaaaa. i cant wait for nxt wk. onli 2 full skl days, time to recharge, clear hw, and reli start on promos mugging.

ahh somebody saaaaaaaveeeeeeeee meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (robbie williams song!)

YAYYY!! :D:D

i survived today! :) despite having only 4hours of sleep, i still managed to stay awake for almost all the lessons today! (except end of phy starting of chem tut)

its thrilling to noe i was awake for some 20hrs ytd o.O haha.

anw, econs test is over, chem spa is over, eom first draft is over (i bet my whole eom will be red) and OH meeting is over! WOOHOO!! so im basically free for today (actually gt tons of tuts, but heck) so im SLACKING over a chili crab flavour cup noodles! how i enjoy this :)

(but then again i still have tons of hw - but lets not talk abt this)

this week has been one of the best this year! even though i was up to my neck with work, and was going mad counting shirt discreps, and was rather sleep deprived, ive been in a good mood and thats all that matters :) i hope i have more happy weeks like this! :D

oh and mstee has severe (amusing) misconceptions abt rice. haha. :P cheer up girl!

hello im v sian and im sianing in the library now!

when im supp to have physics lesson now!! arghs sian

i hope its mr koh back.

wad a slack day, finally econs spa over alr. left OH meeting! im qt dead. haha.

oo and i so enjoy being awake till 2am mans (cos i was piaing eom UGH) actually i finished eom at 1+ and chatted online till like 2. ooooo.

the thing is im not sleepy yet! :D:D

alrights time for oscillations..

arghs im damn tired.

slept at 12+ ytd, after i piaed thru econs for ard 2 hrs. (then i went to skl n i realised i missed out 1 pg of my notes -_-) then during the test i had this horrible headache, which i suspect was migraine o.O nvm.

den had interCT badminton, it was FUN :) haha. dont regret gg at all even if it means extra hours late in the nite. hehh. too bad we lost by onli 1 set :(

so now i'm going to slp at like 2 i suppose, doing EoM (PW SUCKS), mug some chem spa, and prepare stuff to say for OH meeting tmr. ARGHS. whoever can abolish PW will be my idol/target of worship.

but overall the wk has been rather good, ive been in a good mood :) (surprisingly) wed was MAF worksession, weapons of mass destruction (paint rollers) anyone? ;)

bleh actually i have nth much to say. so i shld just proceed on to my work. ahhh byee!!

I AM DAMN HAPPY NOW

:D

cos my wireless network is FINALLY fixed! :D:D turns out ive been stupid all along, typing in the wrong passphrase n thinking it was correct -__-"

nvm, LALALLALALAAAAAA. im HIGH again! :D been high these few days. haha. i think its good, it makes me happy! :D

but then again, this internet is a distraction..... econs mugging in progress now!