whatever can go wrong, will go wrong

hello!

im officially a rotting couch potato! :D and i was given this identity since abt 6pm ytd. haha. been rotting in front of my comp watching 识法代言人! :D and the onli thing ive learnt is murphy's law. and more canto :D

haha. actually the show isnt as gd as i thot it wld be bt i do have fun admiring ppl who have nice hair (unlike mine). 胡杏儿 gt nice hair in the show!! ahh once my hair grows back, i'll go and get that hairstyle! :D (it'll probably take 2mths given my hair growth rate, and by then i'll be too busy -__-")

ohyeah ive watched half the show! 10eps in 1.5days, cool sia :D haha. chioning vcds totally rock! i aim to finish tmr and then start on my hw (GP UGH) on monday!

okay i shall tok abt murphy's law a little. it's qt interesting eh. once heard on radio abt it, sth abt if u apply jam on one side of a slice of bread and u accidentally drop it it'll most likely fall on the side of the jam??? sth liddat.

oh yeah i just remembered the dream i had this morning, before i woke up. scenario: i was shopping when i received a call why i wasnt at fac camp, aft which i realised i overslept for it! so i was damn pissed with myself and went home to pack and was crying (?!?! like no link haha). i was angry (i cry when im angry) for forgetting abt it, forgetting to take the ferry, forgetting to wake up, and for being left out. then i arrived there and my frens waved to me and told me i shld have poned. then i cant rmb much and i woke up at 9am, feeling extremely afraid, as if it was a nightmare.

after which i thot abt it over breakfast and i realised that im reli scared of being left out. i dont reli worry abt being left out by my family, cos i noe that they will always be there for me. i kind of like a big family, like 5 ppl's just nice. bt bro's overseas and sis' alws out, so its qt sian (bt i have my vcds! and comp. and my parents :D and schoolwork to distract me)

im more worried abt having no frens one day. hm. i may be independent (tho im the youngest in the family) bt im someone who need someone to depend on i think, like i depend on my family for support, and i do nid frens to depend on too. i totally get depressed if i have no frens one day (CHOI!!!!!) and i have to have lunch alone, go lectures alone, complain abt tests/hw to myself.

okay that sucks.

so im reli glad that i have my frens from pskl, stnicks, and now in jc. i really love everyone of them and im so grateful they have been with me thru my journey in school.

so to all my frens reading this, THANKS FOR BEING MY FREN! :D