woke up having this weird feeling today..

suddenly just miss playing the childish game of splashing water at each other/shooting water at each other using nike water bottles or syringes in the bright yellow classroom of 4c or the nice big 4th floor toilet of sn. ahhhhh. :(

im kind of in a depressed mood.

blocks in 2wks. i've totally lost the drive to study (cos ive been slacking so much). ahh. maybe i shld rewatch TLB.... right.

been totally inefficient with chem. i mean. yeah i've gone thru all the notes. onli tt i dun tink i rmb anything. and i dno wads hybridization.

growing up in this kind of jc.. blah is good and bad. to think my dream jc in pskl was vj. haha. its scary how some people spend every single second mugging, shining. i admire their discipline. (i lack this) bt this kind of atmosphere isnt tt.. nice is it. hm. bt at the same time.. i m enjoying my time in jc. :)

that was pretty random.

i guess what my mum said abt jc life is true huh. more complicated stuff happens. AHH I MISS SN. :( i rather mug for 10 o's than 1 block tests.

crap lah, onli block tests and im so stressed alr promos i sure die.

it doesnt help that though i reli put in alot effort for the usual tests i still dont get the results i hope to get.

sigh how did i ever get in hc. :( how can i ever go to kenya now.

i shld cheer up. and mug again tmr.