ahh im flying off to taiwan tmr!

and actually i just started feeling better abt it today. hahaha. i hope it'll be a reli nice trip! (worth giving up 5 mugging days for) :) and i'll try to bring back lots of nice stuff!

hmm actually ive gt nth much to blog abt.

zzzz

i plan to be online till v late today since i can sleep in the jetstar plane tmr!

actually i seriously gt nth to blog abt. updates on taiwan trip when i get back!

cya on 2ndjune! :D

byeeee



oh i forgot to comment on my horrible haircut. it's.. horrible. it sucks. gahhh cant stand it i was totally depressed ytd abt it. :( too short! when i wear a cap i look like a guy yucks! i hope it grows 1cm before fac camp. i still nid to see ppl! gahhh.





12 days to WORLD CUP!
ole ENGLAND!

chinese painting ended with a bang!

haha i.e. the bang was an ugly rooster/black chicken drawing. i conclude that i can onli draw goldfishes slightly better out of everything else i drew. o.O nt bad alr for an art c5 person. apparently u can do chinese painting with photoshop! i'll try that when im super free (i.e. after a's)

hm. aft chi painting today stoned at class bench. played nature park and BROKE ZHANGWEI'S HIGH SCORE! (by 6 pts hahaha) den played frisbee fr a random koped classbench (i gt return ok). then there was the 'Hwa Chong Pick Up The Blown Pieces of Tutorials and Notes Moment'. there was just this strong gust of wind and everyone was picking up the papers which flew fr left wing.

then stone with zeying cihan jiehui. jiehui V CUTE!!! ahhaha. she was just saying cute stuff. den cihan and i were disturbing her. den zeying was giving bball lessons. haha. (I WAN PLAY BBALL!! was in gd form today, went to do shooting in morning and it was gd! >.<)

den went home at 6++pm while seniors went for dinner.

ee. liddat lo. cant believe im flying to taiwan on monday alr -_-" like time is flying like zhangwei's winged chicken. gahh. havent even pack!

blah go and pack alr lah bb!


14 days to WORLD CUP!
ole ENGLAND!

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im totally bored

that i think i shld just go and kope cork borer fr bio lab and carry out osmosis expt/catalase on hydrogen peroxide expt for the rest of the night..


arghhh ive tried everything fr playing super mario (i keep dying) to playing orisinal.com games.. to reading foxtrot online to gg emb to blogging for the 2nd time today to trying to find some stuff to do (nt hw, slacking till tmr)..

arghh this is torturous. :( havent been this free for so long (actually its cos im slacking) i shall go and unpack my bag later..

chinese painting was fun! :D

"in the long run, its what u can do, and what u have, that matters"

:)

v happy for fung now, his show received v high ratings.

i guess.. this is gd motivation for me huh. term2 hasnt been good with me onli passing econs and the phy open book test. bt i guess.. i have to believe and go all the way. really hope that whatever determination i have can help me fufil my dreams.

im still waiting for the plane to kenya.

jiayou for block tests!



15 days to WORLD CUP!

eeee

went for nj invest today. the invest was ok onli tt it was rather short. tt's nt the main pt. the main pt is tt me daphne peter jia an endured 2 hrs in that horrible blazer, trying nt to sweat. sadly, our sweat glands/ducts/pores went into overdrive and we completely soaked our shirts/blouses. (ps: nj hall's aircon is lousy)

actually tts abt all. we walked back to skl (the side gate wasnt open so we cldnt take bus) and almost died. bt we made it!

had bio spa. almost wrote the wrong thing PHEW. like last 3rd min realised.

gahh nth much. chinese painting tmr!

ohyeah! went for kayaking on mon and tues. it was fun! :D onli that the changi water was dirtyy. den my mum complained while washing my tshirt. oops. it is reli a nice feeling travelling so close to the sea and stuff. :) it was tiring tho so i din come online! :( i suck at classical draw!

butterflies in my stomach
asking for too much
enjoying the moments
words left unspoken

time to move on......?

i cant.


blah tt abt sums up how im feeling right now.

crap, i think i'm in too deep

hello!

busy busy week, but i had a good rest ytd and today :)

went to skl for leap, it was nt as boring as i thot. the helen keller movie was reali nice. ahh havent cried while watching a movie for so long (i.e. havent watch sad movies/tv for v long). lunch at weribee (golden rooster and thai noodle house is nt too tasty when u visit them more than 5 times a mth), nj funfair (siann!), orch (flowers, half the price of those in coro), touch!

dance nite reli rocked. :D for one, i din noe my bro aka david is THAT pro u noe. haha (nt looking down on him la). den clarice definitely caused some nosebleeds somewhere. haha. i think dancers are v confident ppl, cos i definitely cannot do what they did.

reached hm at 12 after my first venezia trip.

ohyah ive been saying weird stuff recently. like friday i was talking to clarice aka fellow schizo. she said she felt like dying. so i said, "there are still many things in life we havent achieved.. so its not the time to die u'll onli die when u've achieved what u wanted"

?!?! i write these stuff down bt i never say them out. haha. aft which the seriously pessimistic rice went on to say life will never get better it can onli get worse -__-"

and ytd i randomly said to evonne "i'll onli let fate take its course, cos i believe in fate"

seriously i can never expect myself saying those stuff. sth wrong wif me!! o.O



anw let me tok abt my bday. (so lag huh) it was nice :D hehh. most embarrassing when my snr ppl sang a bday song so loudly in the canteen omg i wished there was a hole so i can hide into. hehh. anw thanks guys!

and thanks everyone for having made my special day special!

back to slacking! :) kayaking tmr!

hello

i just spent the past 45 mins figuring out how to use itunes! call me an itunes idiot. im now an itunes and bus idiot!

hoho.

hmm im very happy this wk is finally over. it has been realli draggy with all the work to do. and it helps that i think i have a chance of passing today's physics test! :D

hm tmr skl for service learning thing (i shall bring mag/hw), then nj funfair, then touch! :D yayy. im looking forward to touch. lots of frens performing, i think it'll b good!

alrights abit sad nw cant go nj invest! :(( ohwells.

gtg! cya!

hello.

tiring day.

doesnt help that ytd did gpp till 0130 :S i finished b4 1 lah. den i thought i saved. then somehow i didnt save. everything was gone. so i had to retype. till 0130. meanwhile i was scolding myself for being totally stupid.

oh and i've been v clumsy these 2 days i.e. i fell down thrice within 2 days. -__-" today's one was into a drain how stupid is that i totally walked into a drain. now my legs are full of bruises and are so ugly :(

and i suddenly lost track of time just now. i thought tmr is tuesday. and was hoping that it was wed (so i can mug econs during my break) when it IS wednesday tmr. ?!?!? huhhh. time passes too fast. and tmr is the 17th?!?!? if there is one wish i want for my bday, it wld be to have more time to spend with the people in my life. i miss.. family dinner. arghs.

alrights i shall go and go thru my bio notes alr. tmr we're getting back bio test. greatt.

ps: i actually got 7/15 for my maths!! haha. better than i expected. and i noe a freak who got 15/15. omg.
pps: kenna daoed. on purpose. sigh.

it's been a while since i've seen you so how have you been

hmm just had the sentiments ytd again that life is very very interesing. every bit of life is so miraculous, whether its your life or others'.

not everyone would have a life he or she will truly enjoy; not everyone has a life without difficulties. in fact, life is fraught difficulties that sometimes we feel like giving up. but i think its these little hard times that make us stronger and keeps us going.

hmm. its just interesting that u can step into a school not knowing anyone, and yet a few months on you have alreaedy forged strong bonds with some of the people. its even more interesting how fate can decree that u meet that special someone with the turn of events.

school may suck, bt school rocks too.
life may suck, BUT LIFE ROCKS.

zzz im like half dead i nid to recharge. anw because of my recent re-addiction to bejeweled, ive been procrastinating. blahhh better immigrate my laptop somewhere else.

i shall nt procrastinate.

tmr i shall finish my hw. then i spent the rest of my wkend mugging. i just realised i have 4 tests nxt wk. thank god i can take bio spa in wk10.

its crazy when all the work stuff are crammed in 1 wk. yayy can have panda eyes nxt wk alr. back to the days of sleep deprived-ness!

anw today was sports day! i have to conclude that cheering is nt my forte lor. bt i think the atmosphere was good, tho stupid apollo (who say u so pro) won both sports and cheering. blahh! the gap is wayyy too big.

but i cld see chengxian working real hard, i think there's more to come from artemis and athena!

go go go!

gna slp soon. as i said, i will nt procrastinate, and i shall wake up earlier tmr to do work! :)


ps: does anyone happen to have 'an african eulogy' poem?? suddenly feel like reading it bt cant find it online. blahh :( and i dowan to rummage thru my old notes again! help!

firstly, i realised it's been a really long time since i watched a tvb show. i'm horribly tempted to rent le femme desperado cos the ratings were really good in hk (go fung! :D). but then the main constraints: time and money. sighhhh. wait for brother come back and rent alr. den i dun have to pay. hoho.

anw i had 2.4 today. beign stupid as usual, i thought i was running 5th round when i was last round. as a result, i was v slack and my timing wasnt good. -__-" i din do my usual last 100m sprint. arghs. i cant believe i actually almst went for a 7th round.

and anw, i really had my most enjoyable run in my life today. :) though i was dying from stitch (and wanted to puke bt had nth to puke, resulting in horrible stomach and thorat spasms = painful) fr 5th round, i really had alot of support from people i've known for less than 1 mth! kc jinrong soonhuat chernwei wailumn thanks guys! :D they were cheering me on since round 1. :) OF COS there was also my dear dear aka jessalynn aka jessie aka dory, steffi, yenyeen (who walked with me), xiaohui etc etc etc :) tho my run was horrible as usual, the feeling u get when u have support is really nice :D (bt actually, being the lousy runner is gd cos u reli get the most support! this is like since sec skl hehh.)

support is reli impt as i realised today, so i'll support my family and frens whenever i can :D

sports day tmr!

ps: changed my homepage song lyris to desperado. really nice song rec by xunyu! wahhh in love with it lah.

current favourite handphone game: nature park, found on N7360 (zhangwei's or stef ko's phone).

quote everyone else: "it's such a boring game"
quote me: "THIS GAME ROCKS MAN!!!!"

anw that game kept me entertained for 20mins so it's fun to me. haha. for someone who doesnt like sudoku cos i have to use brains, i like the game tho it's a puzzle game. it's somewhere along the lines of why i like the brick game.

:D trying to download it now. heah heah heah.

anw. i got s&r secretary! :D happy happy. but still politics are horrible lah cos there were alot of unhappy ppl. blahhhhhh

and anw i realised also 06s78 has to change all tutors except econs. blah :( qt sad (esp mr koh! and ms wong) but im quite glad we are finally going to get back mr koh as our phy tcher in t3! this is to improving my phy :S

okay lah i shall stop typing. somehow i having adrenaline rush trying to type very fast now! :D

haha.

finally! i added an archive link under 'other links'. it's a bit siao tho. but better than nothing!

school again tmr.. i so enjoy slacking at home/at least doing hw at home! bahhh. nxt wk nid to stay back on alot of days again liao! bt im still qt happy im coping okay :)

listening to linghui for the first time in a looong time. sometimes revisiting the past is really nice. no one can take away memories, however ppl/things may change. :)

feeling abit nostalgic now. hehh. linghui is a good song if u wan to reminisce.

gotta go for dinner!

hold on, it can only get better,
but let go, if u have to.


happy mayday anyway! :D